Debris (a vicerylle story)

XXXII.THE AGONY

I heard your taking the town again
Having a good time with all your goodtime friends..

"Goodmorning baby!!! Wake up na ..." said K.

I don't think that you think of me..
You're on your own now..
And I'm alone and free..

"Ayoko.. tinatamad akong bumangon.. "said Vice.

I know that I should get own with my life ..
But a life live without you could never be right ...

"Get up na .. I've cook for you.. " said K.

And as long as the STAR shines down from the heaven..

"Wala akong gana.. " said Vice.

Long as the rivers run to the sea..

"I love you... "said K.

I'll never get over you ..

"I will always love you K.."

Getting over me..

"Meme!!!!! anong K?? tatlong taon na hindi ka pa rin nakakamove on jan sa KURBA mo!!!! Nako hah.. Bumangon ka na nga dyan!!" sermon ni Buern sa kay Vice. Vice was lying in his bed at tulala.

"Buern, anong plano nyan?? Malamig na yung sopas!! Kagabi pa yan di kumakain! Meme uso move on ah!" dagdag ni Archie.

Ngunit nanatiling bingi bingihan si Vice. Halos araw araw sa loob ng tatlong taon na nyang naririnig ang paulit ulit na sermon ng dalawang bakla sa kanya.

"Iwan nyo muna ako pls. Masakit yung ulo ko ngayon. " naiinis nyang nasabi sa dalawa.

"Whoo.. Ngayon lang ba? Eh halos araw araw ka dyang nagpapakalunod sa alak. Bahala ka nga dyan. Nasa baba lang kami ni Archie." sagot ni Buern at bumama kasama si Archie.

3 years,48 days, 7hours ,36minutes and 5seconds. Bilang na bilang ito ni Vice and it was unbearable. It was dreary.  More than 3 years that he was not able to talk nor see her. It was stressful to began with. So much hard and lonely as it last.

Nandito ako ngayon stuck up on my own f*cking little selfish world that I was too dense to even see that it was coming to soon. It had been 3 years but its too fast for me to comprehend.

It was all my fault. I was selfish. I was stupid. I was the king among king of the jerk. Kung nakinig lang sana ako sayo. Kung pinaglaban ko lang sana. Kung nauna sana akong namulat sa katotohanan, malamang masaya tayong dalawa ngayon.

Biglang natauhan si Vice sa pagkakatulala nya ng biglang may pumasok sa kwarto nya.

"Brad!!! Araw araw na lang ba tuwing pumupunta kami dito lagi kang ganyan. Kung di ka tulog , lasing ka naman.. " malungkot na saad ni Vhong sa kay Vice.

"Goodmorning.. " tanging nasagot ni Vice at nagtulakbong ng kumot.

"Oh common, it's noon. You drunk ass. Get up!!" sigaw sa kanya ni Billy. At pinipilit syang bumangon.

"Ano ba kayong dalawa?!?! Hayaan nyo nga ako!!!" galit na sigaw nya sa dalawa.

"Brad. Kalma lang. Tinutulungan ka lang namin. May salamim naman kayo dito, Bakit di mo nakikita yang sarili mo? " Vhong trying to calm Vice.

"Yeah right!!! At babae lang yan!! 3 years is more than enough!!! Just accept the fact that she will never come back!!!" dagdag ni Billy. Ngunit hindi yata nagustohan ni Vice ang nasabi ni Billy kaya uminit ang ulo nito. Iniyukom nya ang kanyang kamao at tinignan ng masama si Billy.

BLAAAAAAAAG!!!!!!!

In just a blink of an eye ,Billy was now lying in the floor bleeded.

"Si K ay di basta bastang babae!!! Tandaan nyo yan!! Sya lang ang babaeng tumanggap ng buo kong pagkatao. Ang umintindi at nagmahal sakin ng lubos. Sya lang ang babaeng minahal ko ng higit pa sa sarili ko!! Kaya kung di nyo ko kayang intindihin, wala na akong magagawa. Kung wala na kayong magandang sasabihin, Makakalis na kayo. " He said as he went back to bed.

"Im sorry bestie.. " Billy said and went near to Vice who is now crying. He felt hopeless.

"Bestie.. tama na.. kaya mo yan. Kaya natin to.. " Billy added as he was tapping Vice's back.

"Brad naman.. Tumunigin ka nga dito samin.. " naluluhang sabi ni Vhong.

Vice faced his two bestfriends. Before they knew it tears flowed down in his cheeks as he got up. He couldn't take it anymore. He sobbed. His shoulders was shaking. He was trying his best to hold on the tears pero di nya kaya.

"Ba't ba kasi ang daya eh. Sabi nila you have to go on and forget the past, but for me it’s not like that because every time i try to forget, the memory hunts me again.. Ang unfair!" Vice is now crying like a child and the two boys are trying to calm him down.

"Bestie.. tandaan mo Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional. Kung iisipin mo palaging hindi ka makakamove on, talagang magsusuffer ka.. " Billy advised.

"Saka Brad grabe 3 years na nating hinanap. Nadelayed na nga yung kasal namin ni Anne hanggang ngayon kakahanap kay K eh.. Mahirap hanapin ang taong ayaw magpakita brad.. " Vhong added.

"Yun na nga Vhong. Paano ako makakamove on kung wala man lang closure?? Kung di nya na nga talaga ako mahal sana sinabi nya nalang , di yung nagpapakatanga akong isang araw babalik sya. Umaasang pinatawad nya ako sa lahat ng kagagohang nagawa ko at sana.. sana.. Mahal nya pa rin ako.. " muling napaluha si Vice.

"Kaya nga bumangon ka na dyan. Malay mo bukas o maya maya puntahan ka nya dito. Di magandang tignan ganyan itsura mo Bestie pag nadatnan kang nyang nakaganyan..You look horrible" He comforted Vice.

"Tama Kuys.Daig pa nito ang taong grasa. Sobrang baho mo na ,ang dungis pa. Saka magshave ka brad. Pwede ng matirintas yang balbas mo.hihihi" Biro ni Vhong.

"Sorry bestie. at salamat sa inyong dalawa.. salamat sa pagiintindi.. " as Vice hugged both of them.

Just because a friend isn’t blood related, doesn’t mean he can’t be your Brother..
A best friend is someone who puts up with you crap no matter what you do..

"Koya may naghahanap sa labas.." pagpuputol ng bagong kasambahay ni Vice.

"Nasaan ba sina Buern at Archie?"

"Si Koya Barn po nasa banyo nalelego. Si Ser Arche po lumabas sandali may bibilhin daw.."

"Ganun ba.. Sino bang nasa labas ?Ano ba daw ang pangalan ?"

"Ano nga ba yon.. Ah .. Kee yata.. Oo Kee po.. "

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Sorry ngayon lang nakaupdate. Baka malito kayo nagfast forward ako hah.
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