"We're all made of the same cosmic dust."
She's gone. I couldn't believe it. I still can't believe it. Allura, was my sister I never had. She was my best friend, my ally. Now she's gone. Why couldn't I save her? I wasn't smart enough. I threw myself into my studies after she died. She told me to stay curious. I'd never not be curious. I practiced with my tech. If it failed, I rebuilt and tried again. I tried and tried. I worked and worked. It distracted me from the grief. The guilt chased me everywhere. When I experimented, it distracted me, hid me from the guilt. Matt walked in as I cleaned up the latest experiment. He said "Pidge. You have to take a break. You're overworking yourself." I said "I'm fine,Matt." He said "Katie, I know you aren't okay. Come here." He held his arms out. I ran into them. I sobbed into them. He held me, protecting me and helping me. Would I heal? I don't know. Would I ever forget Allura? Never. Matt said "She wouldn't want this." I said quietly "I know. But I feel horrible all the time since her death. It's my fault. I wasn't smart enough, wasn't quick enough to save her." He said "Don't Blame yourself. You could know every equation in the universe but you still couldn't have saved her. She's gone. What if's won't do anything." I said "You're right." He said "Like always." I said "Hey!"
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Fanfiction"I'm afraid this is were we part ways." After Allura's death, the entire team is broken They're grieving, upset, and scared for the future They can barely talk about her without tears They haven't healed yet, but...
