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I've been in this group called the pouges, we do everything together! There's John b, Pope, Kie, Jj, and me y/n.
Usually, we spend most of our time fishing, surfing, or getting high. Lately, everyone has been busy with their own thing.
Kie has been working at her parents' restaurant the wreak, Pope well he's Pope, John b has been non stop macking Sarah but I'm happy for them.
Then there's JJ he doesn't do much so we usually end up hangout which don't get me wrong is amazing, but he also gets annoying when I'm around him for too long.
As of right now Jj and I were on the HMS POUGE chilling in the marsh.
"Hey, y/n hand me a beer will you" I prop myself up on my elbows from laying down and see JJ staring at me waiting.
"No" I lay back down and hear him sigh.
"Jesus why you in a mood" I roll my eyes and sit up again.
"I'm not in a mood JJ I just didn't want to get up" he rolled his eyes and looked away, "do you have a problem Jj?"
He looked back at me and gave me a dirty look. "You've been acting like a bitch to me lately and I wanna know why?"
I fully got myself up off the floor of the boat and put my clothes back over my swimsuit. "Jj I don't have a problem"
"Bullshit" I turned to Jj to see him standing with a beer in his right hand and blunt in his left.
"Jj can you take me back to Johns"
"Y/n talk to me what the hell is a matter" I could hear the sadness in his voice yet anger still lived in him.
"Jj please-" I got cut off by him throwing his beer across the boat and walking to the wheel.
I don't know what's been happening lately I just have this new form of anger towards Jj.
Finally getting to the dock I grab my bag and hop off, I can hear Jj chasing me trying to catch up.
"Y/n. Y/n. Can you just slow down for like one second" I stopped in my tracks now standing in front of the porch, I can hear muffled voices inside the house.
Guessing the others are all hanging out, "What Jj?"
"You obviously have a problem with me, you've been acting like this for the past week. Did I do something to piss you off or something?"
Before he could finish his sentence I rolled my eyes and turned around and started to walk inside. When I walked in I heard Jj still calling me, that's when the laugher in the house had died.
"Yoo y/n you have to hear this-" pope was interrupted by Jj swinging the door open.
"Whoa j calm down" Kie stood up and comforting hand on his shoulder.
"What's going on" John b looked between Jj and I trying to see what's the problem.
I had only told Kie about my newly found anger for Jj and I made her promise not to tell. She always made a joke saying it's not anger but "love"
"Y/n here has been acting cold to me all week and she won't talk to me" Jj was now shouting and pointing his finger at me.
"Okay well Jj not everyone is going to like you 24/7" I had given him an evil look as I talked.
"Come on y/n stop being a bitch and talk to me" Jj had started to get angry at this point.
"Jj stop talking or else your going to push it too much" John b stood in front of Jj talking low.
We all know when Jj gets mad he says things he doesn't mean but they still hurt.
"Jj fuck off" I started to turn around I could feel the tears in my eyes build-up. "
Yeah that's right walk away like your parents did. Walk away like nothings important"
I couldn't hold back anymore, I turned around and walked back to Jj and slapped him. All that was heard was my hand hitting Jj's face and pope and kie oohing.
"Don't ever talk about my parents" you could see the tears leaving my eyes like waterfalls. I could then see that JJ's eyes softened up and he felt guilty.
I ran from the house and just let my feet take me wherever. About 30 minutes later I ended up on the beach in a hidden little spot.
I cried not knowing how to feel. My feelings with Jj had always been friends, but lately, when I see him at parties with other girls I get sad and jealous.
I heard someone clear their throat beside me and saw it was Jj.
"Y/n I'm sorry I didn't mean to say that shit. I was just so mad, we used to be close and you've been pushing me away-" I had cut him off with a light sob.
"Y/n come on your my best friend please talk to me" he had put his hand on my back and rubbed lightly.
I had looked up from the ground and looked at him. My eyes were red and puffy with mascara underneath them, I had given him a soft smile and chuckled. "I have been a bitch" we both chuckled,it was nice to see his smile.
He then pulled his hand away and put it in my cheek, he then took his thumb and wiped away my tears. I could help but lean into his hand feeling his touch, the warmth of him.
"Come here" he opened both of his arms up and I then scooted towards him to lean on him. His left arm wrapped around my shoulder and his right hand had rested on my hands playing with a bracelet.
I looked up at him to already see he was looking at me.
"What" I furrowed my brows while staring at him.
"Can I tell you something?" The atmosphere had changed and you could tell Jj was nervous.
"Yeah"
"Look y/n you're my best friend and I love you! But when you don't talk to me it hurts, your the only one who seems to understand me and help me. And I want you to know that lately, god I'm not good with words"
He laughs a little and I can't help but smile, I should hate him right now but I can't. As he's about to talk again I can't help myself.
I grab his shirt and pull him down to meet my face. Our lips meet and butterflies everywhere in my stomach, it takes him a second but he kisses back.
He puts both hands on my face and holds me, the kiss was soft yet passionate. It was softer than anything as if we make one wrong move we both could break. I ended up pulling away first, our foreheads rested on each other.
He still held my face while my hands were still knotted in his shirt, "yeah uh that works too" we both laugh and stare and each other for a while.
"Oh and uh y/n if you couldn't tell I like you" I laughed and pushed the side of his shoulder.
"Yeah, I guess I do too" he smiles and pulls me into another kiss.
