This fits with "that way" by Tate McRae.
-
It was no secret to the people of obx that you and Rafe had feeling for each other, but did you guys ever act on it? No, did you want to? Well yes of course, it's Rafe Cameron, why wouldn't you.One of many reasons could have been that he had a different girl around his arm, almost every time you saw him. Constantly seeing him with others wasn't easy, countless times walking out of a room annoyed just seeing a girl throw herself on him.
So drowning that feeling in alcohol and other boys was the easiest way to move on, but that never worked out did it? Anytime Rafe had seen you with a boy, he would tense up. He would always find a way to ruin the moment, breaking the boy away tossing him to the side.
It always ended up in fighting.
"God you asshole!" You pushed him hitting his chest, tossing your hand around frustrated.
"Ha me! I'm the asshole?" His index finger pointing to his chest multiple times.
"Yes you! I can't even get one guy without you getting over protective, it's like you want me to be miserable" your voice raising as the anger rose.
"You every think that I just don't want you with those loser, you every think that they just want you for your body! They just want to get in your pants! Do you not understand that!" His hand hitting his temple signaling to think about the reasons.
"Okay, well maybe I don't care! It's a lot better than being unwanted" your voice was shaking, thinking of the thought that Rafe might actually find some girl that will stay and not leave him.
He wouldn't admit it out loud but seeing you like this broke his heart, he hated seeing you hurt. Whenever anyone would hurt you he'd hunt them down, that's one of many reasons why boys don't try and get with you. They know the consequences. Did Rafe threaten a handful of them? Yes, he did, many many times.
"Look I just don't want you with them-" placing his hands on both of your shoulders as a way of comfort.
Annoyed you pushed them off. "And why's that Rafe! Huh tell me why?" Silence took over the room as you waited for his answer. He stood over you looking down at you, his heart beating faster than ever. Looking down at you all he wanted to do was hold you, care for you, all he wanted was you.
Looking up at him was almost calming, feeling your anger subside. The green in his eyes was like a medicine, your problems seem to always wash away when being with him.
"I want you, with me." Closing your eyes shaking your head in denial.
"No, no-" you shook your head in denial, "don't say that, okay don't give me hope" he looked at you shocked.
"I don't get it what do you mean 'don't give you hope'" he stepped closer, slowly raising his hands to your arms worried you'll slap them away like last time.
"I mean you can't do this, you can't just go and tell me you want me" your hands went to your forehead rubbing it, trying to calm your nerves.
"But it's true I want to be with you! And you can't tell me you don't want too as well, the constant tension, just they way we both look at each other in general. You can't tell me you can't feel what I feel!"
His hands fell to your waist pulling you into him, you couldn't help but melt into the warmth. He wasn't wrong, there have been many many moments where both of you almost acted on that feeling but it always got ruined! Always! So both of you pushed it aside.
"And I'm telling you now, I don't want to ignore it anymore. I want you, and I don't want to miss my opportunity, I don't want to lose you to some other lame ass kook, or even a pogue."
Both lightly laughing you couldn't help but feel butterflies as he traced shapes on the exposed skin on your sides.
"God Rafe, Can't even tell if I love or hate you more, you've got me addicted'' smiling he soon realized this was your way of saying yes.
Without a second thought he leaned down and kissed you, the feeling was long over due. Fitting perfectly together, as if time stopped, the void both of you held finally filled.
You arms wrapped so tightly around his neck, almost afraid you'll lose him. His hand fit round you body almost to perfectly, the way he held you. His world now finally in his arms.
The kiss almost sad, but a happy sad because you both finally got what you wanted, each other. The feeling of being with him was all you ever wanted.
-
Word count : 868
Honestly I don't like this idk why 😩 I thought I would but I don't. Maybe when I wrote it I was into it but now I'm just like not-
I haven't read through so like sorry if there're mistakes.And reading yall comments on party animal literally make me laugh!! I love how y'all yell! Literally plz it's so funny!
YOU ARE READING
JJ MAYBANK AND RAFE CAMERON IMAGINES
FanfictionJj Maybank x reader • Rafe Cameron x reader