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WARNING : PANIC ATTACK ⚠️
After I left Rafe I was broken. Yeah he treated me like crap, but I liked him. He was there for me.
Weeks passed and I heard many stories about the pogues ran away from the police, and how John b and Sarah chased threw a storm. But the one that really pulled my ear was killed peterkin.
On many occasions I wanted to call him to see if he was okay. I knew about the problems he was having with his dad, many time he would come to me and cry. But I never did call him.
It sucks when you're at your lowest. In pain and just want to cry and sleep, and want that one person to comfort you. But it hurts even more when the one who hurt you is the one you want.
It's been about a month and now I keep to myself. I only go to work, the store and my house. Many times I see Rafe at work because it's the golf course, whenever he walks in with his friends I tense up and want to cry.
I've talked to topper a couple times but I'm still not sure if I want to befriend him. He checks up on me every now and then which is nice but he's not who I want.
Every other week Rafe will come in with a new girl wrapped around his arm which was not surprising but it still hurt.
Today I had to work, and as usual I was working behind the bar. This week was extra busy with the golf tournament, and with staff being a bit low I had to work behind the bar but also service some tables.
"Hey, y/n I know you don't like serving but table 6 needs their order taken" Bobby (my boss) was a sweet man and he understood what was happening with me and didn't push me that much. But because of this week he was pushing me a lot more.
"Yeah, Bobby I got it" I grabbed my notepad and pen heading out to table 6
I didn't bother looking up once I got to the table. I only wanted to get their order and get back behind the bar.
"Hi my name is y/n and I'll be your server today what can I get you?" I was still looking down at my notepad but could hear soft groans and chuckling.
I finally looked up and met eyes with topper, I looked at who he was. In the booth on his left was kelce and some random girl. On his right was Rafe and the girl from the party I caught him with.
I pulled my lips in a straight line and rolled my eyes. "So are y'all going to put down you order or do you need time?"
"Wow someone's in a bitchy mood" there were a few laughs but none came from topper. I looked to my right and saw the girl sitting there twirling a piece of her hair.
I ignored her and only looked at the other to see if they were ready.
"I'll take water" the girl next to Kelce talked softly
