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Warning: Mentions of drugs
Rafe and I have been dating for about 6 months. Things weren't the best but they were stable.
As of lately he has been pushing himself away from me. I haven't seen him in over two weeks and I've been worried.
So when I heard Kelce was throwing a party I took the opportunity to go see Rafe. It was no surprise to see many drunk/high people there.
Knowing most of the people really only go to get high. I walked through kelce place and saw Topper in the kitchen talking to some girl.
"Hey, Top!" When he saw me his eyes widened.
"Y/n, hey w-what are you d-doing here?" the way he was talking it seemed he was hiding something.
"Is this your girlfriend?" The girl he was talking to had an attitude and seemed as she wanted to cause a fight.
Both me and topper said "no" in unison.
"Look I'm just here to talk to Rafe he's been ignoring me and I want to know why"
Topper gaze fell to the floor as if he knew the reason why.
"Topper where is he?"
As if on que kelce came up from the basement, "a yo top Rafe has a line want it?"
"Line what do you mean line?" I started to get annoyed at them for not telling me what was going on.
"Y/n oh hey" his eyes widened and he looked at topper and I saw him shrug his shoulders.
I had enough their game so a stormed down the stairs to the basement.
I could here Topper and Kelce yelling for me too stop but I didn't.
When I got to the bottom I when to the main room, when I walked in I was Rafe making out with some other kook.
"Shit" I heard topper stumble in the room.
The noise caused Rafe and the girl to break away.
When he saw me he just looked at me. Didn't even say anything.
"Are you serious right now!" My voice was broken but still there.
"What come on y/n we were just having fun" he tried to play it off as a joke.
As I was standing there in front of him with my eyes filling with tears, I knew the second I made the choice to give him a chance was a bad idea.
"I trusted you! I gave you a chance when everyone told me you weren't worth it! I pushed my friends away to be with you because you told me that 'pouges were bad. You hang out with trash you become trash'" my voice was broken tear were rolling off my cheeks, I could feel a pit in my stomach.
He just stood there now knowing what to say.
"And here you are having a party. With some random girl by your side, while doing fucking coke. I tried I really tried to see the good in you, I tried to understand what's going on in you mind because I know under all of this is a soft caring human being who just wants love"
I was yelling at this point, the girl had left and it was just Rafe, Kelce, Topper, and me.
"You don't know what your taking about" he mumbled his words he looked over to topper and shook his head.
I turned and understood. "Ohhh okay I see you don't want your 'gang' to know who you really are. You rather have the drug addiction party animal look! Am I right?"
We stood in silence as he wouldn't answer me.
"Fine!" I turned to topper and Kelce and began to spill everything about Rafe.
"Your big time boss here. Is a softy. Underneath all of this act he's broken. Did he tell you that about, what a month ago when you guys were at that club on the mainland and he was supposed to go. But he told you his dad kept him for leaving. Wrong. He stayed here with me, having a breakdown, crying to me. Told me how I was the only one who- who took time to listen to him. That day he opened up to me was the first time I saw the true Rafe. And even since two weeks ago we were fine we were great in fact"
I had now turned to Rafe for my last part of my rant.
"What happened? You actually opened up you actually let me in and cared for you and I helped you with your problems and now your throwing it all away for some coke and a random girl"
My eyes have now dried. My sadness has died as now it had become anger.
"God would you please shut up!" Rafe had yelled but the way he did scared me and caused me to jump.
"You wanna know the truth y/n! The only reason I went out with you was for a bet! Even ask your friend here topper!!"
I turned around and saw Kelce and Topper held their heads low.
"This true?" They didn't answer me.
"Y/n you are so full of yourself! This was all a joke! All of this. And I hope you know that. Everything I have said is a lie. I don't love you I never have and never will!" Rafe was yelling yet I hurt his voice break a couple times.
I looked down, my eyes filled with tears again. I chocked on my breath as I tried to figure out what to say.
I couldn't say anything. All I could say was "goodbye"
I turned and walked out.
I had just found out this whole relationship was a lie, my world broke. And all I could do was cry.
_________ Word count : 976 I forgot to post this yesterday I'm sorry lol.
