Can Love Be Happiness

Epilogue: Can Love Be Happiness

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 Epilogue: Can Love Be Happiness

Love is supposed to be the best feeling that you have in life, if that means you love friends, family, whatever. As long you had someone to be there for you when you couldn’t keep your head up anymore. They kept you safe and cared about you, making sure they would do anything to keep you happy. Love can be happiness, you just have to find the companion that makes you smile just being around them. I think I actually found that after all these years.

I no longer had a curse keeping me under control. No longer had mixed feelings about my best friend. No longer had to feel unwanted. I was no longer alone. I had love, friends, happiness, power. At the moment that’s all I needed and I was continent with it.

It was about six months later, or that’s what it felt like, and everything was going well. No me and Peter didn’t get married or have kids, we weren’t ready for that commitment. Peter was sweet to extent, he still tried to get in my pants at any chance he could get and sometimes he was successful. Peter was a flirt I’ll give him that, a good one at that. We shared a larger tent together and lived in somewhat of peace. We would occasionally bicker about him leaving clothes on the ground and how I hogged the bed. Of course I was little worried he would become obsessed again about staying young but he promised he found a solution so I laid back.

The lost boys started to get used to me, well more than they had been. Felix is still my best friend and we hang out and train together every day. It seems like Felix likes me more than he likes Peter and they go back years. Jack, the boy who dared me to make-out with Peter, is decent to me and he teases me about peter and just either give him a swift kick to the balls or punch his arm. He’s a good guy though but if he was to give me a hard time so will I. Ethen is still my little buddy and I help him when the other boys get too rough because that happens often. The older boys know now that when I push Ethen behind me and I glare at them to shut up and walk away. But one thing stayed constant with the group of lost boys, no girls came to the island. The shadow brought a couple boys here and there and it was Leo’s and my job to get them settled in but other than the constant string of boys a girl has never surfaced up.

Even Wendy left with Tink. They left with henry and his family months ago and now I was really lonely. Wendy left to see her brothers and Tink left to see the blue fairy for something. It was a bitter sweet moment, Peter was actually opening up and let them go but the left and now I was officially the only girl on Neverland.  It was kinda depressing but Peter made it all worthwhile. You never know how much you love something till it’s gone sometimes and I apparently really loved them because I felt miserable at times. Sometimes the boys were too much for me and I needed some girl time but I hated being alone so I usually forced Felix to come have girl time with me. It was quiet amusing, especially when I tricked him into getting a makeover, he was slightly pissed.

“What are you thinking?” Felix asked me with a smile and blinked a couple times and grinned back. Felix was amazing, one of the best friends I have had. He never told me he wanted me in a sexual way or pressured me to marry him, unlike one of my previous “friends”. Right now he was teaching me how to fish and I sat on his lap while he held the pole in between our legs. My head rested on his chest as the bugs of the forest buzzed with energy.

“You.” I smiled up at him and he rolled his eyes.

“Don’t ever say that in front of Pan-“

“Peter.” I corrected him and he sighed in response.

“In front of Peter, he will kill me in a heartbeat.” I laughed quietly and his eyes flashed with amusement.

“I won’t let him kill you, Felix. I love you and he would break my heart if he did.” I pouted at him and he sighed and pulled me close, forgetting all about the fishing pole. I snuggled into his chest and smiled to myself, he is going to be a great boyfriend to a girl one day.

“I love you too, Smokey.” I groaned loudly. He just had to ruin the moment didn’t he? Smokey was the nickname the boys gave me after a feeble attempt to use my magic with a lesson with pan. I was so nervous that when he yelled at me I caught a tree on fire. I can’t even step near that tree without blushing or being laughed at. I quickly gave Felix a purple nurple and sprang out of his lap. I laughed as I ran all the way back to the camp where the lost boys looked up at me and smiled, some even waving. I waved back and said a few “hellos” until I felt a pair of arms wrap around my waist and lift me up.  I screamed I protest because I didn’t like to be touched, plus I knew lifting me up wasn’t the only thing on the captures mind. I heard a gruff chuckle in my ear and I instantly knew it was Peter.

“Peter, let me go.” I groaned. Peter nuzzled his face into my neck and softly breathed on my neck.

“I missed you. Felix had you the whole day, it’s my turn.” He whined. I looked around at the lost boys and I spotted the group I played truth or dare with. Max, Rider, and jack all smirked at me and rider even winked which made me blush. Those boys are going to get it later when I get up in the morning. I sighed and relaxed in Peter’s arms, he picked me bridal style leading us back to my old treehouse. When made it our spot where we….uh..had our fun. It was far enough for the lost boys not to hear anything but close enough for us to run back if anything happened back at camp. It was also more comfortable on my queen size bed than his twin size mattress in his tent.

                He opened the door with his magic and stepped into the cool house and I closed the door back with my magic as well. Peter looked impressed as he lightly placed me on the couch then sat next to me. He soon nuzzled my neck and leaving short chaste kisses along my jaw line. Butterflies swarmed my stomach and I felt like I was on top of the world. Things soon escalated, the next thing I know he was on top of me nipping at my skin making the whole treehouse fill with the sounds of my moans. The air was soon hot and steamy, all I wanted to do was rip his clothes off and take him right there. His hand slowly went up my shirt as he reached up and grasped my bare breast sending me a wave of pleasure. I needed this to hurry up so I can have peter, all of him. Then a wave hit me, it send shivers down my spine. I laid back as Peter continued attacking me with his lips. What the hell was that? The air temperature suddenly was cold making me want to grab a blanket and drape it over me. It scared me a little bit because whatever it was I knew one thing. It would change Neverland and it would never be the same.

So that’s the epilogue, like it? I’m thinking about doing a sequel but I don’t know….

I’m still asking if you have any ideas for the extra chapter. It doesn’t need to have to do anything with Once Upon A Time if you want. Thank you for reading! Love you guys!

-Lindsey