Can Love Be Happiness

Chapter 5: Lost Girl

        Our eyes met as he scanned my body, I only had a couple of scrapes from climbing a tree in a night gown and when I fought off the lost boy. He then chuckled has I frowned at the big scrape on my inner thigh, how did that get there. 

"Congratulations you won my game the prize, living and becoming one of us" he declared as he motioned to the lost boys gathering around us in a circle. I stared into his brown gorgeous eyes and felt a smile tugging to be let lose, but I remembered that I couldn't even though I wanted to be apart of a family again, I just couldn't.

"What if I don't accept?" I asked him with a smirk, trying play his cocky game. This was really hard because my insides were turning and started to get hot. I wanted to be apart of them so bad but I knew what happen if I got attached to something great.

"We will kill you, not fast but slow so you realize you shouldn't have crossed me" he glared back at me with even a bigger smirk on his face, man he was good.

"I guess I could go with you but you should really buy me dinner first" I couldn't help but giggle as the words fell out of my mouth. The lost boys all tried to hold a laugh from slipping not wanting to get scolded at. 

Pan just smirked "Anna I think we are all going to get along perfectly" he said as he waved for the boys to go to camp. I just followed the leader all the way there trying not to think about what will happen when I do get attached. 

        

 The boys were dancing and yelling like they did the first night she came to the camp and she still sat on the log not wanting to be apart of the festivities. She just stared at Pan as he blew his pipe, it was so gentle and relaxing unlike the boys loud drums. He was so handsome, his brown hair, thick eyebrows and dreamy green eyes made her melt, but the thing that made her stomach flip was his smirk. He turned to see me looking at him and raised an eyebrow as he continued to play, I turned away and blushed, hard.  Why did he have to be so good looking, that just means I will have to stay away from him. I got up and started towards the forest. I was concentrating so much that I didn't hear the pipe stop playing and felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned and saw Pan  with a smirk on his face only inches away from mine, well so much for staying away from him. 

"I didn't mean to scare you away, it is just that I'm not use to beautiful girls staring at me" he said kind of shyly, that wasn't like him which made her bubble with embarrassment.

"You think I'm beautiful?" I asked. No one called me beautiful except my father and this made my eyes sting.

"Well I have had been looking at dirty teen boys for decades" at this I giggled, how old was he really? He had told her that on Neverland you never grow old and stayed young forever. How amazing this was but also kind of scary, never aging, I gave me chills. "And must I say that you look very sexy in that night gown" he smirked and traced his fingers along my waist and arms bringing me closer to him. What the hell was he doing, earlier he threaten to kill her if she didn't stay. My face twisted but this felt so good, I haven't been touched by another human in years so I let him come closer. Pan slowly and gently pushed me against a tree and started to kiss my neck giving me a million butterflies in my stomach. He slowly wrapped his arms my waist as his kisses began to drop towards my chest, I moaned his name and he smirked even bigger. Wait what they hell am I doing. 

"Paa...Pann sttopp, stop it" I whispered to him pushing him off of me. "What the hell was that!" this time I screamed not caring who or what heard.

"What this, your a lost girl and that means you are mine" he said a smirk just laid on his face, I didn't melt once, well maybe a little.

"I don't belong to anyone, okay? I can't even believe you did that to me" I was so confused and frustrated.

"Like I said your mine and don't act like you didn't like it" he said getting even more frustrated. I just stormed off towards the camp and sat by the fire away from Pan's tent. Felix came by and sat next to me looking confused.

"Are you ok I heard yelling from the forest, wer-" he tried but I cut him off.

"It was nothing, a false alarm" I mumbled under my breath. I could believe I could be so stupid thinking that he did that because of me not because he was lonely. This made me gag a little and I tried to suppress it by looking at the lost boys still jumping around the fire.

"Pan want me to train you tomorrow so be ready" he whispered to me as he got up and walked to his tent, maybe he didn't notice that I shivered when he said Pan's name.

        The sun hadn't rose yet when Felix walked over to me to wake me up. The ground here wasn't as soft as the Enchanted Forset's green lush ground, this made my back soar as I stood up, Felix just laughed. He started to walk near the forest but I cut him off.

"Felix I can't train in this, its a night gown" I said to him giggling.

"I will see what we have" he mummbled. He brought back black tights, a big dark green shirt, a white undershirt and boots finally I had some non-sexy clothes to wear. I told Felix to turn around as I put them on, he snickered as I grunted and squirmed to put the clothes onto my body and placed my night gown in his tent. I stretched and grabbed a bow and quiver as we headed into the forest. When we reached a small clearing Felix dropped his bow and faced me.  I looked around and saw targets on and in the trees swaying back and forth.

"Now we need to train you on how to use your bow and arrows" he said this far to slow because I had already reached for my arrow and released it at a tiny target thirty feet away. At this he looked stunned as the arrow hit right at the bulls eye. I turned toward him and mockingly bowed at him and he actually applauded me with a impressed face.

"I use to hunt with my father when I was young, he taught me everything I know" I told him and he nodded and we went back to work. We kept training the rest of the day and even getting bored at one point so we started doing trick shots just for laughs, and I hit most of them. This was how I wanted to feel like with Pan happy but now I know that is only going to be a dream. He will always use me for him because he is selfish, there is no love in his heart. 

 A/N

For all my readers an extra long chapter for you, hope you like it. Anna's outfit is supose to have combat boots instead of cowgirl boots.