Chapter 15: Mix Feelings

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Thank you so much for reading and asking me to make a sequel. You guys make my day so much happier! Once Upon a time is coming on tomorrow, (so happy!!) I can’t wait. Did anybody get my reference from OUAT in the last chapter, it is reworded differently but basically says the same thing. What are you doing to get ready for the new season tomorrow?

~~~~Anna POV~~~~~

I was thinking about Pan the whole time I was in here.

Why did he lock me in here?

Why does he think of me as a distraction?

Why was I so numb when I was teasing him?

My thoughts were pushed to the side as I heard light footsteps coming close to the hole in the ceiling. A lost boy dropped down and walked up to me with my breakfast. Pan started letting the lost boys bring me my food and guard the door maybe after the fourth day… yes the fourth day. He walked up to the cage and put the food down and slid it through the opening. I could see that it was Nate and he smiled back at me as I shoved the food in my face.

“When am I getting out of here?” I asked as I shoveled in the eggs to my mouth.

“Pan said it would be soon. I sure hope I miss our games that we played together.” I laughed, most of the games we played were when I would get my ass beat or I would get hurt but they were always a ton of fun.

“Me too buddy, I hate this stupid cage. It gives you back aches after a day or two and feels like a bitch.” I pretend to be hurt when I rubbed my back and he laughed. “Can I at least I stretch?”

“Pan gave me direct orders not to let you out, sorry.”

“It’s okay, I understand why you can’t.” I remember when a lost boy didn’t follow an order. Pan tied him up and made all the lost boys whip him with one of the vines hanging from a tree.

After a while Nate left making me alone in the dark room that was under the ground. I started to quietly sob, tears stinging my dry face and lips. John would never do this to me even though I was ‘forced’ to marry him. He was so sweet and caring he would never try to hurt me. Pan was different he had determination and confidence that things will go a certain way. I rarely saw those traits like that in john. He would have someone do it for him since he was prince and could always do what he wanted with not buts. When I’m with pan there is this forbidden kind of vibe making it so much more meaningful. I made lust grow between us or at least me, it’s like that he is what will stop me from making the biggest mistake of my life, getting married to john. It’s not like john beats me or he is abusive it is just I don’t feel the way I do when I’m with peter. Peter oh damn it I am calling him that again. Do I like him or am I a fool to his game of trying to make me fall for him. Boys are so confusing especially when one can kill you with the snap of his fingertips.

“I will always love you.” I whispered to myself and fell fast asleep.

A/N

Sorry this was so short, all the good things are coming in the next chapter. I will update soon so don’t kill me. 

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