Chapter 1
2 years ago
Two souls were bonded together by the rituals of marriage. A strong headed billionaire Mew Suppasit and a soft and loving CEO Gulf Kanawut. They were bound together for a life-long relationship by their parents. Gulf was chosen by Mr Tharun Suppasit as the eligible partner to his one and only son Mew who is the sole heir to the Suppasit properties and business.
Mew Suppasit was an openly gay.. age 29 ....in love with one of his juniors from college Tar age 26 . Tar a cute boy who has beauty but arrogance was his other name. Mr Suppasit knew Tar's nature.. he also knew that Tar wont be able to keep his son happy .... Tar always wanted money... in fact he accepted Mew as his Boyfriend only because he knows that Mew is the sole heir to billions of property......... they have been in relationship for 5 years.. and Tar never lost an occasion to pamper himself and enjoy Mew's Money..
Mew being blind in love.... accepted and fulfilled Tar's every demand....without asking a question.
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On the other hand Mr Suppasit loved the CEO of his company Gulf Kanawut. He was an orphan who struggled hard to achieve his goal and at the age 26 he was the youngest CEO of the company. Mr Suppasit liked Gulf because he was extremely kind and polite.. always helpful and values relationship. He studied hard.. completed his studies on his merit and scholarship... I brilliant student and went to the same college with Mew. But Mew never looked at him.. he didn't know about Gulf's existence until one day ..Tharun Suppasit declared that Mew needs to marry a partner of his father's choice to inherit the Suppasit properties and they need to stay together for at least 2years...
The reason behind the 2years marriage was that ..Mr Suppasit was sure that Gulf would win Mew's heart and would snatch him away from the greedy Tar.
Mew at first rejected the proposal.. but Tar made him accept the proposition as he was worried that Mew would be penniless. ..if he didn't follow his father's wish..
So Gulf and Mew got married .... It was a lovely ceremony... beautiful forest theme ...many guests came and gave their blessing to the new couple..
Gulf was happy that finally he has a family to look up to.. a husband he can rely on.. he had been lonely throughout his life ..his only friend was a boy older to him at the orphanage..... but Mew's stoic face broke all his assumptions.
The night after their marriage Mew clearly told Gulf that he doesn't consider Gulf as his husband... he has only Tar in his heart...Gulf was broken.. but he still had a faint hope that one day Mew will accept him as his husband.
Mew's POV
I don't know why.. dad made me marry this guy... though his features are impressive but he cannot be compared to my Tar.. my Tar is way more beautiful than him... and this Gulf will never be my husband.. I married him only because Tar told me to.... Otherwise I will lose everything...
Huh.. this shitty Gulf .. I have to share my room with him... oh how I wish I had Tar beside me today.. I miss his touch...
I don't know how long I will be able to bear this guy..... today is our first night..
I already told him that I will never accept him as my husband... his face ...showed how hurt he was.. but who cares.......................NOT ME!!!!
I left him.. alone in the room..i can't bear to be with him in the same room... I left him for my Tar.. I know how much hurt he was when he made me agree to marry that man... I need to see him.. console him.... to have him in my arms....
I changed my clothes... and wore my normal clothes.. the wedding suit was suffocating....
Without saying anything.. .i went to my car and drove of....
When I reached Tar's place.. I opened his condo with the keys that I have... I found the flat dark.. only Tar's bedroom light was on...
I softly opened it and saw my baby curled up in the bed.. sleeping...I walked to him.... only to see tears wetting the pillow... I kissed his forehead... he opened those pretty eyes which makes me melt even after 5years of our relationship.......
He hugged me... I climbed to the bed and we made love... I was so happy to be his embrace...I was so happy to feel me inside of him.... God I missed this beautiful body .. his beautiful touch...... we went into slumber after our passionate night...
Gulf's POV
He left.... He left just like that.. on our first night he told me that he cannot accept me as his husband.... I was so hurt... broken.. but still I controlled myself and didn't say anything...then he left me alone in the house and went.. I have an idea were he went...he went to meet his bf Tar...
My parents died when I was very young... I don't even remember their faces... but I have their photo which I always keep with me... I took it out and cried....
I cursed myself for being alive.. I should have died with them.. why did God save me.. why?? I have always been lonely ....my only friend at the orphanage was a boy 3 years older to me...... he took care of me... he was like my big brother.. he never left me alone.. when I used to cry missing my parents he always hugged me and calmed me down....but one day he left.. a rich couple adopted him... I was again alone.. why do god take away the people I love???
I always wanted a family.. a partner whom I can find my support... but till today I am empty handed..
My father-in-law and mother-in-law love me... from before marriage.. I saw my father and mother in them...but I was invisible in P Mew's eyes... not that I complain.. as I always used to keep myself away from the man... shall I share a secret..
I LOVE MEW SUPASSIT... FROM MY COLLEGE DAYS WHEN I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW HE WAS BILLIONAIRE...
WHEN I JOINED SUPPASIT PROPERTIES..I CAME TO KNOW THAT MEW IS THEIR ONLY SON... I THOUGHT LUCK WAS ON MY SIDE...BUT WHEN I CAME TO KNOW THAT HE WAS IN A RELATIONSHIP..I WAS BROKEN AGAIN...
THEN HIS FATHER CAME AND PROPOSED TO MARRY HIS SON... I AGREED INSTANTLY...BUT WAS HAVING DOUBT WHETHER HE WILL ACCEPT THE MARRIAGE OR NOT... but when he agreed I was the happiest one .. I was very happy to be his husband...but all my happiness crushed when he told me the truth,.... When he told me that he will never accept me as his husband... I felt lonely again why do god always take away the person I love....????