I have been married for 2 years now. But still the relationship with my husband has not moved forward from a formal relationship. We had an arranged marriage. Our families were friends for a long time. But the surprising thing is me and my husband met at the time of our wedding.
It was a beautiful wedding ceremony.. white roses.. all over. Oh I forgot to introduce myself.. I am Gufong Kanakrit.. my family calls me Gufie...My husband is Memong Jongcheveevat...so my full name is Gufong Kanakrit Jongcheveevat.
Its been two years ..he still makes me feel like an unknown person..but I don't mind..though not appreciate it.. but he is my life partner ..I don't expect something from him ..don't I?? a companion.. someone who fill in loneliness..someone who loves me..
I thought within this two years I can upgrade myself being his friend at least..but no..
I was going through facebook one night while waiting for my husband to come home...when an advertisement popped up on my screen. It was name "My Friend - Chat with new people without disclosing your identity... share your thoughts and feelings.." I don't know what came to my mind I clicked it and a website appeared..which just needed my name , date of birth, my Zodiac sign (which is Aquarius) and my hobbies. I followed the instructions and created my profile. I gave my full name but as it was hidden I gave myself a new chat Name as Gulf
And my profile was created.
I didn't know why I did that but I felt like I should share my thoughts with some unknown person.. what could be the problem.. neither he /she will know me or I will know him/her. So it's a good way to share what I have in my heart... which was supposed to be shared with my husband. But what can be done..
I week went by.. I was watching one of those K dramas when I heard a ping of my notification. It was from the app "My friend."
Some one messaged me a "Hi"
OMG.. its will be my first time talking to an unknown person.. but who cares..he doesn't have my identity.. I replied.. "hello"
The messenger: "sorry I just took out a random profile to chat.. if you feel uncomfortable.. I will leave the chat. BTW I am Mew.
Me: Hi.. actually its my first time chatting with a totally unknown person.. yes its a bit uncomfortable.. but lets talk about each other. After knowing..if we still feel uncomfortable..we will close the chat..DEAL?"
The messenger: DEAL!!
Me: so lets start with the introduction.. I am Gulf.. my Zodiac is Aquarius.. my birthday in the month of February.
The messenger: Hi I am Mew.. my Zodiac us Saggitarius. My birth month is at the end of November..
Me: so basically none of our birthdays are nearby.. and I have heard the aquarius and saggitarius are quite compatible being friends.. I guess we will be good friends..
The messenger: mm may be..
Me: mmmm can I ask you something?
The messenger: Yeah sure.. go ahead..
Me : Cam I save your name as "Pheụ̄̀xn" - my friend.??
The Messenger: Sure..i will do the same..
I changed his name on my chat box as Pheụ̄̀xn - my friend.
Pheụ̄̀xn: I need to clear something first before we become friends.. I am married..
Me: I am married too... so I canonly be your friend..dont expect anything else.
Pheụ̄̀xn: same here. So what are your hobbies?
Me: I like football and basket ball and I love cooking and I have a slight inclination towards wood works.. like craving a piece of wood into a beautiful design. I don't know why I told you this but my husband and my parents don't even know about it. What are your hobbies
Pheụ̄̀xn: ohh .. that's good to hear..as I ama business man.. my main hobby is looking at the stock market..
Me: Stock market?? That's not a hobby .thats work.. SILLY!!.. what do you like to do in your free time?
Pheụ̄̀xn: Hmmmmm.. well I like to play mu guitar..
Me: Oh..now that's a Hobby.. so you are a Business man and a Musician.. quite a weird combination.. DON'T MIND.. JUST BEING FRANK..
Pheụ̄̀xn: AHAHAHAHAHA... WELL I didn't mind.. because no one knows I can play Guitar..except my mom.. well I stopped playing..when she passed away.. I used to play for her.. she used to be so happy..
Me: I am sorry to hear that..but don't you think it's a waste if you don't play your guitar.. I mean your mom bougth you the instrument because she loved it and you... she gave you your first partner.. don't you think it's a but unfair to her memories??
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Me: Hey you there??
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Me: Shit ..i am sorry..if I hurted you.. SORRY I MESSED UP..
(Mew in offline)
Me: Oh god.. what have I done... me and my big mouth..shit shit shit.. why do I give these advices without thinking a bit!!!
AHHHHHH...
