ultraviolence - judd. b

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     WHAT LEAH HAD said the other day, really stuck with Dana.
Now, she knew that she'd have no chance at a real relationship with the boy she liked. Even if they were in an odd position right now.

Sighing, Dana got out from her battered old car and made her way into the even older pharmacy.

She wasn't there because she needed anything, no. She was there because she had told one person about her and Judd and that one particular person made her go outside as to not drown herself in her own pity.

"Fuck you, Matthew." Dana muttered before entering the pharmacy.

As she walked around the store she picked up a few things like cotton pads and such but after a while she had found herself in the card and gift aisle. An aisle she had no reason to be in but she was still in.

She looked at the various cards, many wishing happy birthday or sending condolences to loved ones but she came across a section she couldn't seem to get away from.

The significant other section.

The section where middle aged white couples to get their husbands or wives a gift.

"Well, I sure didn't expect to see you here." A voice chimed in from next to her.

Dana rolled her eyes before turning to the source if the voice.

"You told me to come out. I came out." She shrugged.

"Mhm, but I didn't expect you to be here." The brown haired boy winked.

"Matthew, please shut up." Dana sighed.

"Okay, fine. But you really shouldn't look to your right." Matthew said.

Completely disregarding Matthew's advice on what not to do, Dana looked to her right and locked eyes with a certain black and blue haired freak.

Dana closed her eyes as if everything would go away when she opened them and she would be at home eating ice cream but alas, Judd was still a few meters in front of her and Matthew was behind her like the devil he was.

What made things even worse, was that Dana couldn't even make him feel like it was his loss.

She was dressed in sweats, looking, like a hot mess, while he stood looking like a hot snack.

"Oh Matthew, how I hate you so much right now." Dana mumbled, turning away from Judd.

"Girl, you're about to hate me even more." Matthew whispered as he turned Dana around to face Judd once again.

But this time, he was walking towards the two.

Panicked, Dana started backing away to the exits of the store but a frozen Matthew stood in her way.

"Matthew, move, please." Dana asked through gritted teeth but he stood still, staring at someone a few aisles away.

"Dana." Judd's gruff voice greeted.

"Judd." Dana smiled awkwardly.

"Can we, uh, talk?" He asked.

"Sure." Dana gulped, trying to shove her feelings away and doing an average job of it. "Matthew, could you-"

"Mhm, bye." Matthew said, his eyes still fixated on the person in the other aisle as he walked briskly towards him.

"Dana, I don't know what you want me to say. We both went into this with the knowledge that we wouldn't get attached, and you did. And if you want me to apologise, then you can carry on waiting because i have nothing to apologise for."Judd told the girl sternly.

"Okay." Dana shrugged nonchalantly, trying her hardest not to show her reaction.

Did she desperately want to punch him in the face? Yes. 

Would she? No.

Was she going to explain herself to him? No.

"What?" Judd asked, his brows furrowed in confusion.

"I said 'okay'." Dana told him, casually looking through a few cards.

"What's that supposed to mean?"

"It means what you want it to mean, Judd." Dana said to him, finality evident in her words.

"Fine, alright. I get it. You've moved on pretty quick." Judd motioned over to Matthew conversion with a boy at the other end of the store. "I never took you for a player, Jones."

"One, Matthew's gay. Two, I know my worth and I'm not going to fall for your shit again Judd. Grow the fuck up." Dana spat as she walked off, dropping the cotton pads on a shelf.

"'Fall for my shit?' We weren't supposed to fall for anything!" He shot.

He had a point.

And Dana chose to ignore the point and storm out of the pharmacy, flipping off Judd and then Matthew and leaving her items in an unaccounted for shopping basket.

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i have mixed feeling ab this chap
and yes i added matthew in bc he is superior
#matthewsupremacy
yeah no thinking about it i don't really like this chapter but suck it up :)
vote pls
-j