she was like icebeautiful at first glance, but
cold the longer you hold
snow the more it begins to change
it melts in your palms
and he knew that if he held onto her, her walls would come
down, and her merciless
facade would disappear
so he waited
he waited for her
and sure enough, she melted
she melted for him
and only for him
and it was all because of him
but did he melt for her?
Was it all for her?
was she the snow he looked at as it fell from up above?
or was she the snow that he admired from the ground disguised as another ...?
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• NO ONES POV •
It was like new territory for her
Three years she spent pining over the same man
The same man who never wanted her
Who never loved her
That's what she thought
For weeks, she was in and out of her depression spells. Seeing the same man she love(d) so much fondling with another woman who was married with kids and husband at home waiting for her... it's something she couldn't wrap her head around, how do two best friends that act like brother and sister become more in a sense.
It was more than that though she just couldn't bear the thought of him with another even though he did cheat on her with a girl on a phone, she just wanted him to be hers again, once more, she wanted him to feel the pain she's feeling, seeing him whisper in the woman ear and have her giggle in response and him having a triumphant smirk but looking lost in his eyes.
Oh, how his eyes told an entirely different story... a story he wasn't ready to share yet, he was told not to, the chief was strict with his instructions. To protect the girl from meeting the same fate the other did, the doctor would have to break up with his love(r).
It broke his heart that night, that night where he told the girl how he didn't love her, he saw the hurt evident in her glossy eyes which made it even harder to tell her things that he didn't mean.
He never loved the other girl
Never did
It was just an act
An act to get the unsub
To get the unsub off y/n's back
It was all for her
But they had to play along
Which broke all of their hearts seeing the girl they grown so close with be so heartbroken
Knowing that she'll never forgive the doctor for betraying her in the way that he did
They knew
But when they finally saw her smile at the dirty blonde with dark roots and a shaggy haircut that wasn't too long but not too short
He made her smile, and laugh all in the same night

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