𝐃𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭 | 𝚜.𝚛

A F T E R M A T H

Reid was distraught and depressed he wouldn't come out of his apartment at all

Garcia always left gift baskets for him

Reid didn't know what to do anymore
with his life

with his love life

he just didn't know

and it was killing him

because he lost two of the most amazing women he has ever met one was ... dead

and

he felt so overwhelmed with the girl he was emotionally attached too

hell

in love with

he was in love with her

he never cared what she looked like

he loved her for her

her personality was what he loved the most

and then seeing her face that unfortunate night made him love her even more than he already did

which made less room to love y/n

Maeve ...
the lover that he never got to express his love too

it killed him inside to think of her

the book she gave him on his third year anniversary with y/n which he forgot about

a book that he had a death grip on every time he fell asleep

he never let it go
he couldn't

he loved her so much

he never got to express it

she died right in front of him

it was the only thing he had to remind him of her

his girlfriend

the one he dreamt off all the time

the one who he could never say the words I love you to

the one who got him
who understood him

he lost her
he lost her forever

but

the other girl ... well

she left and for a good reason too

spencer came back to his senses and realized that

how could he have been such a dick to the best thing that ever happened to him

she was always there for him
she would have killed and died for him and that was a vow they both took as lovers

but now he broke that vow
he fell in love with another

and it was more emotional than physical which was one of the worst kind of cheating because you made a connection with a person while still in a relationship with someone but not breaking that said relationship and still emotionally cheating and spencer felt disgusted about himself about that

he wanted to run after y/n that night but he couldn't he was torn

he wanted to just ...