Happy Tears /Xiao x Reader/

11- Affections

"Sometimes, I wonder what form you will be once you... deceased."

Those questions always played around her head as she patched up the last kind of her Adeptus, Ming Si. "Would you like to test it out?" She asked jokingly. Though, she knew it wasn't a joking matter.

Those words had terrified him to death. "Please, don't. I'm an Adeptus, and I belong to you. I would do anything to keep you safe," Ming Si denied. A soft gentle exhale slipped from her lips. "If I die, then everyone will be at it's peace and let their source of happiness conquer them," Y/n answered the question from the curious Ming Si.

She tied the bandage around, then placed her hand gently on the injured arm. "As for my form, I'll turn to a wisp of tiny air. Nothing will be left from me. And nothing to remind everyone of my existence. People will forget and finally walk on their own path. Wether it's good一"

A hiss escaped from his lips. The small lights like the stars formed around his arm. "一or bad," she finished her sentence and let go of the arm. "There are many types of Gods. Those who make sure their people are walking in the right path一"

It glowed so bright, as if the night had become the day. "Or those who are watching from afar一" the light that formed, grew mosses around his arms. "Those who fight for their people一"

Ming Si slowly took off the bandage and found his arm perfectly healed. "And finally, those who abandoned and don't care about their people," she ended with a small blow of the bandage.

The moss disappeared, fading into the tiny air. "My dead form will be like this moss."

The man reached and closed his fingers so many times, making sure it wasn't a dream. "Don't take in too much thought, Ming Si. You're my right hand," she whispered, whilst placing her forehead against his.

"I will not let you down, Lady Y/n."

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Y/n had set off on her own,

Again.

The same thing like weeks ago, he didn't know where did she go, nor did he know how was she. The girl that left without any information got him worried again.

He lost count how many times did the h/c left without informing? At first, he thought he should stay and wait for her. But there was no sign of her arrival.

Sooner or later, she wouldn't come back within three hours. When was the longest time did she disappeared? Six hours? Hell, he didn't know what was she doing. For now, his only thought was to stay patiently.

'I'm sure she would call as how she usually do.'

Yet, she didn't call him or anything. Suspicions had risen from the back of his neck. Sure, he knew that she didn't left for doing some kind of sins. Such as, drinking, cheating, gambling. She's loyal to him.

Wasn't she?

The fact that the spirits kept telling him to stay away from her, what was it that she hid from him? Xiao shook his head and crossed his arms across his chest. "Isn't this the same as not believe in her?"

"No matter what is she, she's a girl. And she barely lift her weapon to self-defense."

"Then what is she doing? Why is she taking so long?"

He muttered all of those to himself, in result, not getting a response from anyone. He watched across the window, finding the beautiful moon that shone above. The plate before him, he had finished the almond tofu for his small, 'waiting' snack.

The raven haired sighed. He had no choice but to find the lady, before she went missing for two or three days.

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