Today was Tuesday.
I had off of school.
It snowed. Wow, was it beautiful. I went outside for a bit to look around and feel the cold, icy snow touch my hands.
For the most part of the day however, I binge watched Designated Survivor.
Javiar came over around 3:30 and we just drove around. We went downtown and I took him past the VST. Every time I go by there I just get this overflowing sense of happiness. Felt great to see that building.
The two of us went out to eat at Habanero's. Very very good. After, we went to the Galleria parking deck to look at the sunset, but it was closed off.
So we went to Tip Top instead.
Took some pictures. They were alright. Nothing special. It more just had to be seen with the eyes. It looked beautiful outside tonight.
Beauty is such a subjective thing, though. You know, I believe beauty can be found in ever person, animal, object, or state of nature found on this earth.
In reality, there is no such thing as something being beautiful or ugly. It's all how society wants us to view things. Why do you think we see less of overweight models? Size doesn't determine beauty.
Sure, you may have a preference, but everyone is still beautiful in their own way and needs to be reminded of that.
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Now on for the mental notes of the day.
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I need to stop being such a little anxious, paranoid, and annoying over-thinker. It's going to be the death of me, I swear to God.
Sometimes I just need to stop and let the world run its coarse.
See where the car takes me, although I can not drive it.
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I wonder how much of an affect a human can actually have on another human. It's something I've always wondered.
Like, how much can someone actually do to your brain. Does it rewire because of or for another?
I don't know how to explain my questions, really, but it's something I've been wondering recently. I need to read and study up on this.
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Cold weather makes me so horny. What the fuck. My libido levels are off the walls right now as I write this.
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Spring Break will be here before I know it. Offered to drive to the beach by myself and one other friend. Who should I take?
Eh, I have time to think of it.
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I wonder where I'd be if I went to a different school.
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Mental status: fucking confused
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That's all for tonight. Signing off.
