HEARTLESS //HS

Chapter 50

'The other woman will always cry herself to sleep
The other woman will never have his love to keep
And as the years go by, the other woman
Will spend her life alone
Alone'

~The other woman ~ Lana Del Rey

Thea Hayden

So, I am sitting in a restaurant .

Sloan thought it would be a good idea to get out there and see if I really want to stick to my choice and not go back to Harry, at least not any time soon.

I'm sitting across from this guy, he's attractive I guess. I got way to used to be around Harry who looked hot all the fucking time. His name was Harrison, actually. I got a flashback from when Sloan and Juliet were fighting in the diner over what Harry's name was.

When this guy asked me out and said his name was Harrison I nearly busted out laughing but thankfully I restrained myself. He's a blonde , I've never really been into blondes .

I think Harry broke me, I haven't found anyone else attractive since I met him. Every little thing this guy says , I automatically compare it to what Harry would say instead.

Even the way this guys lips move , no way in comparison to the way Harry's pink full lips move. I miss those lips, the way they felt on every part of my skin . How he would suck at the inner parts of my thigh and kiss his way up to my breasts and give me whatever I wanted.

"Thea." Harrison said obviously catching me in my trance . I mentally cursed at myself and sat up straight and squeezed my legs together because of my intrusive thoughts.

"Sorry, I was thinking about what time work starts tomorrow." I lied threw my teeth. It's not like I'm gonna say, 'Oh, I was thinking about my ex's head between my legs while your buying me dinner tonight and talking about you adorable parents from Pennsylvania.'

"Where do you work?" He asked me as I cleared my throat and looked down at my food. "A diner." I answered him as he nodded , he was probably in a 1,500 dollar suit while I had to borrow this from Juliet.

"I worked at one in high school, it was fun." he said smiling , that is not what I consider fun but sure bud. "It's alright." I shrugged in response. I met him while I was helping Juliet cleanout the rest of the dorm.

She said it was pointless living there since I moved back home and Sloan lived with Niall so she just moved in with Amy in her dorm. There adorable , I'm convinced they'll be engaged by the end of the semester.

Anyway, I was boxing up her stuff and putting it in the hallway when he bumped into me . He asked me right then and there I get I said yes and gave him my number, I don't know. It all happened so fast because the only thing I really remember was Sloan and Juliet demanding me to go.

"What's your major?" I asked him trying to actually be involved in the conversation. "Accounting." he answered. That explains my utter boredom. "Yours?" he questioned me.

"Well, I was an English major but I just recently dropped out." I said . It's been a bit weird not going to school anymore . I feel like these years are supposed to be the most exciting of my life but I'm utterly done and bored with them. And stressed so fucking stressed.

"Why?" he questioned getting on my nerves. "Personal reasons." I sounded short but he doesn't need to know anything this is most likely going to be our first and last date and then I will never see this guy again, I hope.

"Harry." I said . "Harrison." he corrected me. "Right, sorry." I gave him a tight lipped smile. Really, Thea. Thankfully, the names are so similar but you had to say your exes name , nice going dumb shit.