FLASHBACK
Senior year of high school -
Thea Hayden
So here I am, at Nathan's football game instead of my college interview for Columbia. I can't believe I let him manipulate me into coming here again.'Please ,Thea.' "I love you, Thea' 'You'll regret this ,Thea' 'You never take my feelings into account ,Thea.'
Why do I let him do this?
Maybe I really don't take his feelings into account.
Who knows.
At least Sloan is here with me, she's dating this kid JJ on the football team. They're really cute together, he always compliments her and is so excited for her to go to med school one day. I wish Nathan was like that...
"Number 23!"Sloan yells "You better fuck me later!"
Just to clarify number 23 is JJ, her boyfriend.
"Don't worry sweetheart,I will." JJ shouts back
"You got balls ,Williams" I say to Sloan
"Yeah I guess, I'm just happy."
Happiness, that must be nice in a relationship.
"Soooooo, how's Nate?"
"Good,I guess." I say timidly
"Wait, when's your interview for Columbia ?"
"Um, right now"
"Thea!Go!"
"It's fine I postponed it." I lie , really they just cancelled it because I had already rescheduled before and they said that since I am cancelling again they are going to give my spot to someone more deserving, I understand I cancelled on Columbia twice. Hopefully I'll get into a good school.
"Oh okay. So back to Nate."
"What about him?" I ask
"You know"
"Know what Sloan?"
"Oh my god Thea , do I have to spell it out for you?"
"Guess so"
"Jeez T, how's the sex?"
Oh okay, makes sense she's asking that.Sloan is very forward , unlike me.
"Not much of it." I say stating the truth
Fuck it's cold outside.
"Why not?"
"Well with my aunt getting an extra job I gotta watch Logan and Isabelle more since their 13 and 12. Nathan tries to come over but I'm not comfortable knowing my siblings are under the same roof when I'm giving Nate a blowjob." I state with no hesitation
"Well than he needs to fuck his hand a little longer because family is more important." she says while smiling and handing me the rest of her pretzel.
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"Nathan!" Stop yelling my siblings are asleep!" I whisper shout
"Thea, we never hang out anymore. It's like I don't even have a girlfriend!"
Seriously, why is he being like this he knows how much my family means to me and how I would do anything for them.
"Nathan. My aunt has a job at the library and a new one at that new Italian restaurant, she's never home anymore and I have to take care of my siblings . Their in middle school ,Nate."I state calmly not wanting to get into another fight.
"Exactly! Your brother is 14! John and him could watch Elle."
"He's 13! And they shouldn't have too, they should be kids because thier young , they shouldn't have to take care of themselves. I'm 17, I'm the oldest , I've been taking care of them forever. Why can't you except that they need me a little more than normal right now!"
I go to turn around and he grabs my arm, it hurts.
"Nathan, Let go!"
"And why can't you except that I need my girlfriend to act like my fucking girlfriend."he tightens his grip and pulls me in to kiss him but I reject it and push him away from me.
"Nathan my family is more important than me fucking you." I say in a sly manner while whispering close to his face.
"Thea please, it's like we're not even together anymore." he states
"Nathan you need to stop drinking, it's getting really out of hand. You're a completely different person when you do."
"No,I'm not. Don't go comparing me to anyone."
What does he mean compare him to anyone , I never said anything like that.
"I'm not."
"I'm not a drunk like your dad was , I'm not gonna leave you on the doorstep to a library."
I look straight into his eyes while tears are brimming my eyes without breaking contact and say, "Fuck you Nate."
"That's the problem you're not."
"You're unbelievable."I state
"I've done everything a quote on quote proper girlfriend is supposed to do!" I scream while tears are streaming down my face
"Yeah, okay"
"I didn't go to my Columbia interview because of you!I went to your fucking game because you said it was important to you! And now I have no shot at Columbia!"
"You can go to another school." he says and waves me off
"That's the thing Nate, they were offering me a full scholarship. I don't know where I'm going to go now."
"Oh please , we all know that you are never gonna get out of here. You'll get a part time job and have a kid at 20 and live in this fucking loft for the rest fo your fucking life and then you will come back to me saying how much you fucked up with me."
"Get out."
"What?"
"Get. The.Fuck.Out.."
"Thea-"
"Get out!"
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HEARTLESS //HS
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