HEARTLESS //HS

Chapter 64

'Go easy on me, baby
I was still a child
Didn't get the chance to
Feel the world around me
I had no time to choose
What I chose to do
So go easy on me'

~ easy on me ~Adele

TW

Thea Hayden

A loud screeching made me snap my eyes open. There was a crane in my neck from falling asleep at the table from trying to pump out the milk from one o'clock this morning. I must have fallen asleep at the table after getting Wyatt down to bed.

I shot up from my spot I was sitting at and took the pump off of my breast and pulled my shirt up over my chest. I jogged with my eyes half closed to the spare bedroom I've been taking up in Louis apartment.

Wyatt and I have been out of the hospital for a week and mothering is a full time job to say the least. I have gotten a full four hours in the seven days being 'home', he had some pair of lungs on him that's for sure.

"It's okay." I sighed as I opened up the old wooden door. "Mommy's here now." I stumbled over to the old white crib that Louis and I had found and restored to good use. I was still a little achy from the delivery but nothing I couldn't handle.

His cries were echoing in my ears as I cradled him in my arms. "Go to sleep, Wy. C'mon." I pleaded with him as I sat down in the chair in the corner of the room. He wouldn't stop crying so I tried to feed him a bit making him calm a bit in my arms. 

He's a fucking week old and his lungs are louder than a full grown mans. He clamped down on my nipple making me snap my eyes open and curse. I carefully took his mouth off of my nipple and he was back to whaling. "Wy." I complained as he was probably woke up the entire building.

"Fucking loud-isn't he ." Louis stumbled in rubbing his eyes and walking over to me and sitting down in the floor in front of me .

He sat down in a pit of sweats with nothing else at he looked up at me in agony . "Bout as loud as you ." Louis said making him throw back his head and cackle making Wyatt irritated and quiet for a moment and then a loud whale emitted from his lungs .

"I'm going to fucking kill you Louis." I said meaning every word as I cradled him in my arms and rocked him as soothingly as I could . I stroked his cheek which always seemed to calm him down and feel safe and comforted.

"Go get the milk off the table ." I pointed to the door indicating the kitchen . He groaned and got up reluctantly and came back with a warmed up bottle of milk with a towel wrapped spring it so I wouldn't burn my skin .

I grabbed it from him slowly trying not to move my kid as much while doing so . I held it up to his lips as he felt it up and clamped down on it and started eating it up. "Thank the lord ." I said under my breath as Louis was go to laugh but I looked at him and he shut up right then and there .

"Shit, you got that scary mom look down pat." He scoffed and went out of the room for a moment and came back with a pack of smokes shaking them in his hand.

I looked at the pack of  reds like it was a check for a million dollars. I felt like there was drool going down my lip and into my chin .

"Okay buddy ." I slowly stood up from the seat and tip toed to the crib and placed him down on the cushion like bed . I took out the bottle and placed it on the shelf on the wall and pulled up the blue blanket and wrapped it around him like a little burrito .

"Love you , Wy." I kissed the top of his head and jogged lightly out of the room and quietly closed the door behind me .

We walked into Louis room and closed the door behind me leaving it slightly open to hear Wyatt if he started crying .