HEARTLESS //HS

Chapter 17

Thea Hayden

Soooo, I'm a a restaurant like a fancy restaurant .... with Harry. He told me that since he royally fucked up last weekend that this was the least he could do, which I agree. We kinda started seeing each other exclusively I guess but we also don't have any labels , so I don't know what is going on exactly. I guess that him calling me Theadora was the best thing that could have happened because he's amazing lately. After my break down we went into my room and we talked like really talked, he apologized several times and I forgave him. He didn't know how triggering it was for me but he knows now, no going back on that. We both told each other that we care a lot about each other and like we said in the bathroom of the diner we are going to take things slow. He's being doing little things that make my heart and stomach clench, he brings me coffee and a muffin every morning , drives my siblings and I to the hospital so we could see my aunt and he's been calling me green eyes more recently and it's fucking adorable in my opinion. The past week has been a little glimmer of hope for us and whatever we are.

"Green eyes, what are you ordering ?" He asks while looking down at the menu and subtly looking at my dress AGAIN. I decided to go with a black dress with long sleeves , it has a v neck and end at my mid thigh and it's velvet. I don't know why he keeps staring at my chest, I'm an a cup. He's wearing a sheer black long sleeve with only four buttons buttoned so you can see his butterfly tattoo and his gold cross necklace that he bought today with back skinny jeans. He looks hevanly.

" I don't know, maybe pasta or something ." He looks up at me and smiles, his dimples pop out and he grabs my hand and starts rubbing it softy while he looks down at his menu again. The waitress comes over and smiles and says, "Hi! I'm Laura and I'll be serving you tonight . Can I start you off with some drinks." she's only looking at Harry of course , not acknowledging my existence. It's not like I'm his date or anything , she's giving him fucking sex eyes, cunt.

"Just some waters please." I say and she looks at me and her glowing fucking smile drops and looks back at Harry and says ,"Okay, I'll be right back with that and take your order." and walks away.

Harry looks up at me and starts bursting out laughing , "You were giving her a fucking murderous glare!" Oh my god ,he fucking noticed ! I assumed he was being his asshole self and just didn't notice .

"Dickhead." I say under my breath and he squeezes my hand, "Hey you love my dick." just to clarify we did not have sex , I might have given him a blow job last night. But I wanted to, I'm just surprised that we haven't done anything else. When he said slow he meant slow, granted we've only been exclusively seeing each other for a week now but we've known each other for a little over a month and when we talked we both confessed that we haven't seen anyone else since we had met each other.

" No , I'm serious I was worried that you were going to fucking rip her hair out or some shit." he says while still laughing and his eyes are tearing up a little bit, he's enjoying this way too much.

" She was giving you sex eyes !" I whisper shout so everyone in this fucking restaurant doesn't look at us, but they already are because we are the youngest ones here and don't look like we belong here at all.

"Yeah, I know . But noticed how I didn't say one word to her ? I only want sex eyes from you baby, even though we have had sex yet." he says while he sits up in his seat and looks at me seriously like he knows how fucking insecure and jealous I got , she was fucking gorgeous I was drooling over her and I like dick ! Tall,blonde, blue eyes and her legs were longer than the fucking Eiffel Tower. "Yeah yeah , keep it in your pants Styles."I play it off but he notices something is wrong and tries to say something but get's cut off by Miss next top model.

"Here you go, you ready to order?" she asks Harry and he doesn't even look at her and says "Lobster please ,she'll have the angel hair pasta." and keeps his eyes locked on mine and I look at her as she rolls her eyes and writes down are order than walks back to the kitchen.