4)I Haven't Really Done IT Before

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I woke up to the front door opening it was Friday, so I knew my aunt had work. I started school Monday so I was fine. I could feel the arms around me but I haven't opened my eyes yet. Once I did and saw that I was laying cuddled up with Oscars arms around me I was confused. Then all the memories of yesterday came flooding back. I smiled at his peaceful state. I haven't seen him like this before he was either angry or trying to flirt. I sat there for awhile. I didn't want to wake him so I sat, just enjoying the company and warmth of his body. My mind wouldn't stop no matter how much I wanted it to. All I could think is how wrong this was and that he was a 'Santo' and I'm a 'Cripsie'. Gangs can't collide like this, I knew the Cripscies would find me and I would have to leave. I couldn't get close to Oscar I would only end up having to leave. Then I would be hurt cause when I fall for someone I fall hard and I know that.

Oscar started to move so I put my hand on his chest to stop him from rolling us off the couch. His eyes slowly fluttered open and he smiled when he saw me. I looked at him and tried to get up but he only held me closer and nuzzled his head into my shoulder. I smiled at his actions and immediately knew I was screwed. I mean can you blame me he was strong, handsome, knows about cars, and can protect himself he was the whole package a gang leader looked for. I knew he would have a tuff wall to break down because that's how leaders are they don't get to break down. So if I ever wanted him to open up to me, I had some work to do.

I looked at the clock and saw it was 10:08am so I decided I needed to get up and eat. Actually getting up was the hard part. Every time I tried to move he would just pull me closer and hold me tighter. I cupped his head and kissed his forehead because I knew he would loosen up his grip confused by my actions so I had time to get up. And I was right he stared at me with confusion and disbelief. In that time he let go of me so I got up quickly. He was still in shock. "Hey....that's not fair get back here." You could hear the sleep in his voice. It some how made it deeper and even more sexy. I just send him an innocent smile since I didn't trust my voice to work after hearing his voice. He gave me a pout and I just licked my lips then walked to the kitchen.

I made pancakes and bacon. He finally got up once I finished and smiled as I gave him his plate. "Thank you Shorty." I rolled my eyes at his use of my street name. 

"Your welcome...Oscar." I didn't know if he would be mad if I used his name now so I tried it out. He looked at me and just smiled and shook his head. I took it as him being fine with it. We sat and he told me about the job he needed help with while we ate. It was a basic job so I was fine with it since he already knows what will happen if it goes wrong.

Once we finished I got up rinsed my plate and Oscar did the same. I could feel him looking at me as I walked to my room. I turned and caught him looking at me. He just smirked at me. "You know if you take a picture it will last longer." 

"Ya but rather enjoy the moment and think back to it later." I smiled and shook my head. He walked up and grabbed my hips. I looked up him and bit my lower lip. He smiled and licked his lips. He leaned down and I went on my tiptoes to meet him in the middle. Once he was close enough and I could feel his breath. Our lips met and his were soft and rough at the same time in the best of ways. The kiss slowly became more intense and he licked my bottom lip asking for entrance. I bit his bottom lip gently then gave him entrance. We battled for dominance with our tongues. It took awhile but he won.

He slowly backed me up into the door of my bed room. He slid his hand down to my thigh and picked me up and I put my legs around his torso. He had one hand on my thigh and one on my ass supporting me. My arms were around his neck. He took his hand off my ass to open the door but then returned it to my ass. He used his foot to push the door open more. He walked his way to the bed. He slowly and gently placed me on the bed breaking the kiss. He looked down at me. "Is this what you want?" He asked in a gentle tone almost like he thought I was regretting everything already. 

"Not yet.....I haven't really done this before." I know I'm 18 and apart of a gang but I was waiting for someone who was more than a one night stand so ya I'm a virgin shoot me. He looked at me confused and wide eyed like I was lying to him. I looked down with embarrassment. He picked my chin up. 

"It's okay. I don't want to make you do something you don't want to." His voice was so gentle and calm it made me want him more but I didn't want to be some fling.

So we laid in bed and made out for awhile. Then he got some call from his homies. He called his brother said his name was Cesar. I kept that in mind. He had to leave so I walked him to the door. "Goodbye Oscar." I was kinda sad he was leaving. 

"Goodbye hermosa." He gave me a quick kiss then walked away. I admired the view. I mean his back muscles and that ass. Damn he is one fine ass cholo.

AUTHORS NOTE
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Hey so it's like midnight and I have to wake up at 6am so imma sleep but I will probably post something g while I'm at school. So bye.

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