6)Oscar Doesn't Cry...Ever

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I woke up in Oscars arms he was awake and already deep in thought. I even said his name and he had no response. So...... the only logical way to get him to listen is a kiss. He immediately kissed back. I pulled away before it got heated. He just gave his best puppy eyes and pouting face.

"Hey!" You could still hear all the sleep in my voice in was gruff. 

"Good morning princesa." I smiled and then just dug my head into his neck. "Can we talk. You know......about the Cripscies?" He basically whispered I could hear the strain in his voice. 

"Ummm....yeah I guess. What about them?" I really didn't want to have to talk about them because I knew I had to leave.....again. 

"Well......what are we going to do about them?" Hold on did he just say we. Absolutely not I can't have him in this. 

"Well I'm going to have to leave. And you are going to stay here and run the 'Santos' while taking care of what you need to." I looked him dead in the eyes so he knew I was serious. He had hurt and anger in his eyes. 

"You can't just run. They are going to come for you agian, and again,and again. So NO your staying! And me and the 'Santos' are going to help you! Cause I'm not losing you! Okay? I'm not.....I can't lose you."

I sat staring into Oscars eyes I saw his pain and the losses he's dealt with. He hid all the pain with anger when he was around other people. But I saw straight through it. He knew I saw through it so he wouldn't even keep that guard up. That's why he cried even if he wouldn't let me see it or hear it. I knew he let some tears fall. 

"No." I said stern without easing my voice. "Listen Oscar I would love to stay. I would love to go to school here. I would be ecstatic to get to know you more and stay here with you. But NO I'm not letting you put yourself and the 'Santos' in danger for me. I am not worth a gang war or you ever getting hurt. So I'm leaving this afternoon. I'm packing after I eat and I'm leaving. I won't ever be the leader of the Cripscies. And if I think for a second otherwise I will call you. Okay?" I saw anger and fear grow in his eyes. I knew he wasn't scared for himself. He couldn't care less if he got hurt.....or died at that. He was scared for me. 

"ABSOLUTELY NOT YOUR GOING TO STAY HERE AND IM NOT LETTING YOU LEAVE!!" I grew angry he said he wouldn't let me leave. I knew he regretted those words cause I saw it in his eyes when he realized what he said.

"YOU WONT LET ME LEAVE!! Watch me then!" I got up off of him. I walked to the front door grabbing my keys without a word. I opened the door, walked out and slammed the door. I could hear him yelling after me. 

"(Y/N)!! IM SORRY!! Please wait!" I walked to my car and got in. I saw the 'Santos' out front and they looked confused and upset but I didn't care. I turned the radio all the way up not changing the station. "Hold On" was playing by Chord Overstreet. I went to the store just to cool off and grab some stuff I could eat on the road for when I leave later.

Once I got to the store I grabbed (favorite chips), a couple waters, beef jerky, and a case of beer. I was calming down to the music in the store. It was "Don't Worry, Be Happy" by Bobby Mcferrin. (Up top) Once I bought my stuff and was cooled down a little bit I was on my way back to 'Baby'. I put the stuff in the trunk and slide into the front seat. I'm about to start the car but a rag goes over my mouth and I know exactly what just happened.

OSCARS POV (You just left)

I knew I screwed up just like I always do. I saw the anger in her eyes right as I said 'let'. I walked out of her house and go right across the street. I was going to wait for her to come back. I knew she went to cool off. She should be back in like an hour max. So that's what I did I sat on the steps waiting.

15 minutes
30 minutes
45 minutes
1 hour
1 hour 10 minutes

Wait, what the hell she should be back by now, right? She doesn't have any where else to go. She has school tomorrow. She said she was leaving tonight. She still had to pack. Maybe she just needs more time. I'm over thinking this. She was really pissed. Yeah she just needs more time.

1 hour 30 minutes
1 hour 45 minutes
2 hours
2 hours 15 minutes

Okay something has to be wrong I've sent over 200 messages to her and I've called her at least 75 times. There has to be something wrong. I mean it's 3pm we woke up at like noon. I need to call the homies or something. So that's what I did.

Messages
Sad eyes

Oscar
Hey somethings up. Get your
asses at the house now!

Sad  eyes
On the way. What's up?

Oscar
(Y/n) went out and it's been like
2 hours she should be back by now.
Just get over here!

He took forever to get here. "What's up Spooky?" So I told him everything word for word because it just kept replaying in my head. 

"Damn you fucked up man." 

"I know, okay, you don't have to tell me." 

"Okay so what do you think happened?" I knew exactly what happened and I think he did too. He probably wanted me to be 'optimistic' as he says....all the time. 

"I'm not going to be optimistic compa. The Cripscies found her." He sighed overly dramatically. 

"Fine....yeah your probably right." Damn I know I said it but come on dude.

AUTHORS NOTE
*edited*
Heyyyy I'm soooooo sorry for not updating in 3 days but school and basketball is a little rough. Also should I continue this story I don't really know if y'all like it or not. Also I'll try updating again today.

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