The Feelings Tend to Stay The Same

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Wakt badalta hai, taqdeere badalti hai,
Nahi badalte to sirf jazbaat.
Chahe kitne fasle ho hamare darmian,
Saasein toh phir bhi tumhara naam lekar hi aati hai

( Time changes, fate changes,
but no matter what the feelings remain the same.
No matter how far we both go
Even if I breath its because of you only)

Avni's pov

That feeling when you can't see anything around you, darkness surrounded you, would intimidate you to the core that your soul would shaken badly with terror. I never knew my life would take such a drastic turn and I would ended up in pieces. I lost my father in this mess and my life got completely changed. We had been brought here at the village where my grandmother and chachu ( uncle) with his family lives together.

I badly miss my father each and every moment but the thought of him losing his life because of me makes me hate myself more. Yes I am the reason behind our sorrow, pain and misery. Thinking of all this I can't sleep in peace and I don't want to cause I had to face the worst nightmares. I was in dilemma thinking over my life but my reverie broke hearing the knock on the door of my room. I know who must have been other side. Sighing I got up and opened the door. There he was standing with his beaming face flashed before me. He was Vikram bhai, the most humble and caring person I have ever seen. He was my cousin. It was his daily routine to come and wake me up at 5 am in the morning for my college. Finally I could get away from all those ill thoughts.

Avni's pov ends.

Vikram: avi come on get ready fast neela ma is preparing breakfast for us

Avni nodded and grabbed her clothes getting into the bathroom. After she was done she came out and found her mother and Vikram at the dining table.

Neela ma smiled and made her sit on the chair and served both of them poha and tea.

Neela: avni please try to come early today

Avni frowned and looked at Vikram who shrugged his shoulders in response. Avni looked at neela again.

Avni: but why ma? My schedule is fixed I can't leave my lectures.

Neela: still try to come early that's it

Avni shook her head and got up cleaning her hands. After that Vikram followed and they both went out. Neela ma thought something and smiled.

Avni's pov,

We are heading to our college. Vikram bhai drop me to my college first and then leave for his office after dropping me every day. The atmosphere was nice, cold breeze stroked my face as I opened the window of my side. I closed my eyes trying to find that lost peace but only the bad memories came rushing into my mind. I miss him badly. He would be so happy with the love of his love. It was me who hadn't received his calls, messages and never tried to be with him in touch. I even changed my number cos I needed to get the authenticity of our fate. We were not meant to be. He love someone else. Seeing your love with someone else is the worst thing to feel. How would you feel when your love look at someone the way you wanted to look by him. How would you feel when he talk about his love in front of you unknowingly hurting you. How would you feel when your BEST FRIEND starts avoiding you because he found love in someone else. I didn't want to go through the same thing I had gone through earlier. That's why after his departure I made up mind to not think of him. But I was thinking about him only. He had called me the moment he reached London, I knew because I got the message from juhi that they reached. She was so tired so we didn't talk but I didn't answer Neil's call. I started behaving like I don't care but deep down I was breaking from inside, from then I started building up the distance between us. But I miss him badly now, bohot yaad aati hai tumhari Neil. Kash tum mere saath hote, meri feelings ko samajhte. Please mujhe galat mat samjhna.