Caution (Alex Gaskarth) *SLOW UPDATES*

5

I stand out front of the the studio where the bus is set to pick us up. I pull out my phone to ignore the world also so I won't have to pay attention to Alex. I told Zack to make him stay in the car until I got in and in a bunk and that it wouldn't take me very long but I doubt he will do it. 

I see a car pull up and I swear my heart stops. I feel like vomitting. When the car pulls to a stop I see three of the four members emerge from the car. Knowing good and well that Alex doesn't feel like seeing me either I grab my bags in a flash and rush onto the bus. I run to the bunk closest to the door of the bunk area and shove all of my things in it before climbing in myself and releasing a huge breath. What a relief. I hear the door open and nothing but footsteps. I can tell that luggage is being put on the bunk above me.

"It's  me." Zack says. I say nothing but smile at the fact that he made sure alex didn't try to bunk above me.

I hear the door to the bunk room shut and I pull back my bunk curtain to see Zack sitting on the floor infront of my bunk. I crawl out and sit next to him.

"I didn't even see him and I felt my heart stop." I say.

"Could you have wanted to see him? Even a tiny bit?" He ask. I sigh before shaking my head.

Am I lying to myself?

*Alex's P.O.V*

I sit stunned on the front chair. She is litterally feet away from me and I can't bring myself to say fuck it and rush back there. Its killing me not seeing her. I want to see how she is. I want to know what she's been up to. I want to know how fame has treated her and what she thinks about it. I want to know who she has become. But i cant do that because of how much i fucked up. I should have never left her. I should have brought her with me. I should have tried long distance at the least!

"Theres nothing you can do now Alex. There is no use inthinking there is so you might as well just stop thinking about her." Jack says. I turn around and look at him. Hes glaring at me from across the bus.

"You broke her. Now shes here and all you can do is bitch in your head about all the stuf you could have done. Dont think about what could have been. Dont think about whatwould have happened if you had tried." He says as he stands and storms to the bunk area. Im dumb founded.

"Try now Alex. Dont make her hate being here any worse than she already does. You know how close her and Jack were. You knew this was going to mess with him as well when you realized she was going to beon this tour. I know it hasnt been very long since you found out but you knew." Rian says. I look down to my lap and sigh before letting my head hit my arm on the table.

I cry. Harder than i ever have before.

LOGANS. P.O.V

Jack storms into the bunk area and sits down in front of me.

"Im not going to have this tour suck for you. He isnt going to stop me from makkng sure of that either." He says angrily. I laugh and reach over to pat jacks knee.

"Hey. I am reunited with two of my best friends for about 4smonths or something right? WE can have a shit ton of fun!" I say. Jack and Zack smile. I stand. The other two follow my actions.

"Do you guys wanna do something?" I ask. Zach shrugs.

"JAM SESH!" Jack says.

We all file back into the smalll room at the back of the bus. Jack and Zack grab a guitar and im voted to sing.

"Do you guys know any good songs?" i ask with a laugh.

"What about Adams song?" Zack asks. I nod furiously and they begin to play. The words flow from my mind and my mouth and I dont take notice to Rian who ends up in the door recording it. I never thought that this would happen again. Playing with these guys alwaus made me feel at home. It never left i guess. In this moment, i swear this is where i will be happiest. This is what perfection is.

"Bitch is flawless." Jack says oncethe song is over. I laugh and shake my head.

"Im so glad you decided to come on this tour." Rian says with a smile. I walk over and hug him.

"I missed you guys." I say. I end up in a group hug with 3 out of 4 and i honestly feel very happy right now.

Until i hear the door slam. I look up and see the sad look on the boys faces. I look back to the door and sigh.

"Guys, you have a band member to attend to." I say. They luckily dont argue and walk to the front. Jack is the last one out and he looks back to me with a smile. I motion for him to go with my hand and he smiles. Once the door shuts i walk to my bunk where I lay and i stare above me for a while.

He is so close to me. Do i want to see him? I mull on this thought. The more i do i realize that i do. I want to see how he is. I want to know what he's been up to. I want to know how fame has treated him and what he thinks about it. I want to know who he has become. But i cant do that because of how much i fucked up. I shouldnt have shut him out like that. Thrown away everything we were. The friends, the lovers, the team. He was my everything and i just let him go. I should have tried to at least be friends with him!

Then i feel the tear fall

Then the rest follow steadily and silently

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Hey guys i dont know the word count on this so sorry if its short im on my tablet rn so its also not edited hahah. But i hope you like it and please vote it would mean the world! Also i am writing an ATL imagines book soon so message me if you want one and you know usual, name member and scenario!

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