Looking into the mirror seeing all of your
Battle scars and yet you find them
Repulsive thinking to yourself maybe if you
Didn't have these scars you could be pretty
If you didn't have these scars you wouldn't
Be so depressed just by seeing them
Everyday if you didn't have these scars maybe
Socializing would be easier without these scars
You wouldn't be so scared to show your body
Because of how you think others will judge you
Only to come to realize the real self critic is you
You decided to wake up every morning and
Judge yourself based off of how others look you
You are only cutting yourself deeper by doing
This the thoughts of suicide are so present
Devil whispering in your ear that no one cares
If you were gone just cut cut a little deeper till
Your blood runs dry till the pain vanishes the
Knife is your only feeling of freedom looking
Into the mirror you tell yourself I don't want
To be you you hate yourself for cutting for
Feeling this way and yet it's a
Never ending cycle of life or death ~𝖆𝖍
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99 Elusive Thoughts
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