Cutting

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Looking into the mirror seeing all of your

Battle scars and yet you find them 

Repulsive thinking to yourself maybe if you

Didn't have these scars you could be pretty

If you didn't have these scars you wouldn't

Be so depressed just by seeing them 

Everyday if you didn't have these scars maybe

Socializing would be easier without these scars

You wouldn't be so scared to show your body

Because of how you think others will judge you

Only to come to realize the real self critic is you

You decided to wake up every morning and

Judge yourself based off of how others look you

You are only cutting yourself deeper by doing

This the thoughts of suicide are so present

Devil whispering in your ear that no one cares

If you were gone just cut cut a little deeper till

Your blood runs dry till the pain vanishes the

Knife is your only feeling of freedom looking

Into the mirror you tell yourself I don't want

To be you you hate yourself for cutting for

Feeling this way and yet it's a 

Never ending cycle of life or death                                                                                                                                                                     ~𝖆𝖍

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