Victoria's Secret

Chapter 24: Man up.

Victorias POV:

After Daniel dropped me off at home, I immediately went into my bedroom and started eating anything that I found on the pantry.

I know I'm weird, I like food.

You might be asking yourself why I'm eating if I ate at Daniels- his moms food was amazing.

Well............I'm just hungry like always.

I'm still playing back the memory when I asked why the stars aren't close to us. I blacked out at the moment and the question immediately flew out of my mouth. Daniel did answer smoothly and his last answer to my last question was something that I will always have in my head.

"But I mean we won't hurt them."

"I guess they need thier space just like we need our space with people." He had said.

Those words are true, I guess. We need our space and even sometimes I just want to get away from human race and snuggle up in bed without having to hear human voices telling me stuff that probably wont matter.

I bet your asking yourself why I'm being so dramatic and why I'm being like this, well I really don't know.

Now that I think about it, I have had some hate comments on my twitter, 'your a slut.' Or 'don't even model, your face is disgusting.'. I chose to not get those comments in my head and tell me I'm those things because in reality, look at where you are and look where I'm at, I'm a fudging model which most people have told me that I'm known by alot of people. So Ha! Get some.

I'm still weird.

See, this is why I want to just get away from people and just do whatever the fuck I want. I've never really had a problem with people, except Clara which she's a total bitch that came out from hell. Her face still comes to my mind but I'm not going to lie, Clara is and will always be pretty. She's a latina which guys go crazy over, I got some guys too that were lingering but I wasn't that interested.

The competitions Clara and I had were big time like game of thrones. I would- of course- win all the time, I was the pretty blonde while she was the pretty brunette. You know how people say, 'A brunette always needs her blonde'? Well that's not true because Clara was never my friend in the first place. I have Levi and Erica and I guess I'm there incredible, hot, sexy, gorgeous blonde best friend that they will ever have.

I scroll through my phone on Instagram and find one particular photo that catches my eye. My eyes widen and my mouth drops open making my food come out of my mouth. What I see right now in my hand on Instagram is something that I thought never existed. Clara and Tommy both kissing in a photo. Since when did they get together? Anger has just rosen up in my body because this is not something that you would see or it being casual.

Tommy hated Clara.

Now there both kissing and I'm guessing there boyfriend and girlfriend. I don't know why I'm jealous but I like Daniel too much and I do love him. Tommy is in the past, I'm here now in the present. Why should I care that Clara is with my ex boyfriend? I mean he never really did care about me, all he would want to do is sex but I never let him. It's my personal body.

Yes! I have not lost my virginity to any guy.

And yes! I KNOW IM FUCKIING 17 YEARS OLD!!!!

Now, don't judge.

You probably haven't even touched a condom, so don't judge like I said before.

So, ha!.