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Chapter 30

Louis POV:
I was just taking a piss and next thing you know Olivia is no where to be found. I assumed she was changing or something but I think she'd be done. I walked upstairs and saw her in the guest bedroom. "Olivia?" No response. That's odd she must be sleeping or some shit. I walked over to where she was laying and just stroked her hair a bit and kissed her goodnight.

I went back into my bedroom and hoped in bed. I was sort of contemplating sleeping with Olivia but I guess for some reason she didn't want me too. It's only 8:00 and Olivia is already in bed asleep. This is really odd. I really don't know why she just left like that. I hope she's not sick.

I went downstairs to grab a cup of tea and get my laptop. Even though Livy is just sooo tired, I'm actually going to watch a movie..... alone. I was on my laptop scrolling threw movie and just decided not to watch one. It's ridiculous, I'm literally like going crazy without Olivia in my bed.

I guess I never really thought about small things like that. Like even though most of the nights we don't cuddle or touch I just love her presence beside me. Getting to look over at her and watch her chest raise to make sure she was ok. Just the fact that I'm next to the girl I love is so amazing. I feel like it's my duty to keep her ok and healthy. I love her and not only that but I treat her as if she's mine, and one day I hope she is.

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It's now 10:00 and I've been laying in bed for two hours. I seriously can't sleep without her next to me. Every time I'm about to sleep my mind sets on Olivia and then I freak out. Like is she ok? Is she sick? Did something happen? Did I upset her? I really just want her to be able to talk to me about these thing and It upsets me that she doesn't.

Ugh Whatever, whether she's sick or not I'm going in there. I want her by my side. I walked into the guest room really slowly so I didn't walk her up and got under the covers. I want to ask her what was wrong but if I wake her up I don't think it'll make it much better. I sunk into the middle of the bed and gently wrapped my arm around her waist pulling her into me.

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Olivia's POV:
I woke up in the middle of the night because I was so dehydrated and saw louis right next to me. it made me happy that he came to sleep with me but I still don't know how to feel about the note. I was just going to wait until he asks me about it.

I slowly pulled louis arm off of me and decided to go downstairs to grab a liter of milk. I didn't really know how today was going to go. I'm just going to deal with all my school shit and try to distance myself.

I was walking over to grab the milk and saw the letter again. I read it again and didn't really feel anything. I saw the back of it and noticed that whoever sent this was sending it from Hawaii. Which is odd because his dad is there right now. I gulped down my milk and decided to just stay downstairs for a while.

I was thinking about what would happen if Louis was actually having an affair. Like this person was sending it from Hawaii.. Did she date him before we even met and just never ended it.. Or were they some like fuck buddy pen pals. I didn't really know what to think but as long as he didn't cheat on me then I'm happy. I don't really know how he could have cheated on me with a girl from Hawaii because I've been with him the whole time but at the same time, what else is it. I just want answers but... Don't wanna bring it up.
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"Good morning sunshine," Louis said to me as I walked back into the guest bedroom. I didn't really know how to reply. "Oh hi," I said grabbing my shirt to slip on and change. "Are you alright baby?" Louis said pulling me on to the bed. "Just fine," I said walking out of the room to go put on clothes.

I felt out of place taking to him. I went into the bathroom and put on some clothes. I just remembered today is the day I'm going to get my school shit ready. I didn't really know what school to enroll in but I could just look. After I was all dressed I grabbed a cup of tea and went into the computer room.

"There you are," Lou said creeping up behind me. "So I have a question," I heard him say and turned around in the chair. "Yes?" I replied with a bit of attitude. "Why didn't you sleep with me last night," Louis said looking at me suspicious. "Last time I remember, I woke up next to you so.." I said turning back around. I know I sound like a complete bitch but I don't know how to deal with things. Like I feel like I should just stay mad. I don't really know. I'm not use to being mad at someone, with Alan I just let whatever fly.

I was on the computer stalking websites for school and Louis was downstairs eating breakfast. He must of noticed that I was mad because he didn't offer me any. Or he could just be THAT hungry. I was online and came across a website that would start next semester and is pretty cheep and was perfect in my opinion. It had all the courses I wanted to take. We'll sort of, not the exact ones but it'll do. Considering I'm living with Louis, I don't know if I need to worry about what I degree in, as long as I get any sort of degree and leave. I decided I would need Louis approval so I called him up.

"Hey, i found one," I said to Louis moving away so he can broke at it. "Yeah that looks good," he said, "but really health and fitness, Olivia?" I had to laugh at that. Since high school I've done the nutrition course and it has taught me a lot and is very fun. "Hey, are you ok?" Louis said pulling my chin up to look at him. i didn't know whether I should tell him or not so I just sat there. "Seriously Olivia," he said. "Nothing important, I just found something yesterday that freaked me out," I said turning back around in embarrassment.

I felt so awkward like what will he think or say about it? "Olivia what did you find?" Louis said really seriously. "Well I found a letter on your counter from some girl in Hawaii. Okay? It sounds dumb but it seemed like she was breaking up with you. And I just want to know." I spit out really fast. After I was done me talking Louis looked really amused and busted out laughing.
{sorry this chapter is very short but I wanted to just post something to stay updated!}