Memories flaming

chapter 26

Olivia POV:
i was woken up by louis rubbing my back. I didn't realize it was as late as it was but I'm still so tired and worn out. it was already 10am and we went to bed pretty early so I was satisfied with my sleep for once. I usually wake up because I had some sort of nightmare but this time, surprisingly, I didn't.

I was just woken up so I was still really tired and would occasionally fall asleep. I could feel louis unwrap his arm around me and get up. I was so tired, I could not get up. it felt like me trying to get out of bed for school. louis went into the bathroom probably not to disrupt me.

louis came back into bed and pulled me onto him so my head was like on his chest and his arm was around my side. when louis was doing this it started to put my anxiety up a bit as I started to think about losing this. I can't believe Alan came back, I mean that was so "unexpected and the fact that he knew where I was the whole time and I didn't even know. it makes me sick honestly. It really made me upset to think about that I didn't even realize I was crying all over louis. "baby what's wrong?" louis asked siting up so he could see my face. "nothing," I answered, "I just don't wanna lose you again."

louis kissed my head and we cuddled back up into the blanket. "i promise you I will not let you be in danger like that again, okay?," louis said, pulling my head to his so we met eye contact.

"do you wanna get out of bed?" louis asked me, "we should probably have a talk." anytime someone says something like this it automatically scares the shit out of me. "sure, but can we just talk on the bed, I don't wanna get up." louis just sat back down pulling me up so I was sitting right across from him.

"Olivia, I need to know what happened at Alan's," louis said grabbing my hand. i felt really uncomfortable at this point because I want to tell him but I don't because I know it will make him really upset. "louis, I think it's best if you don't know-"
"Olivia please tell me what happened," louis pleaded.
"okay, well Alan came into the bathroom and hit me with something so I blacked out. then I woke up and we were in a abandon house. Alan had some guy over so I went downstairs to ease drop. but Alan got really pissed that I was listening to his conversation. I begged him to just let it go but he wouldnt. he took me to his room and pushed me on the bed and stripped me down, it was awful I felt so vulnerable. I told him I was sorry and not to do it but he did. he raped me and it was terrible I was so hurt. after that I think he knocked me out, because I woke up tied to a chair," after I was done telling louis he just sort of sat there astonished. "Olivia, I'm so sorry," louis said pulling me over towards him. "louis it's okay."
"but the thing is, it's not ok olivia, you know it's not okay,"
"louis it's over with!"
"yeah but that's what you thought the first time! and look what happened!" after louis said this I got really upset. I'm an idiot! I can't believe this! everything that happened is my fault! I'm so pathetic. "you're right, it's my fault, I'm so pathetic and practically deserve what happened," I said grabbing a towel to go take a shower. I just need a second to think. "olivia," louis said walking to me. "please turn around and listen to me."
"what?" I said in a frustrated tone.
"it's not you're fault, you're not pathetic! you're amazing. ok? I love you, you are so so strong," louis said pulling me into a hug and kissing me. we sat there for a while listening to the water run and kissing each other. "I should probably get in the shower," I said to louis as I started to take my pajamas off. louis went to grab a towel and started to take off his clothes too. "what are you doing?"
"I figured you might need some company,"

louis got into the shower and the way the water messed up his hair was so hot. I was completely naked under the towel and felt really awkward to get in the shower. I really don't like people seeing me. louis came over to me and yanked the towel off of me pulling me into the shower. "you're so beautiful, don't be insecure," louis said wrapping his arm around my waist.

I went to grab the shampoo bottle and louis took it from my hands. "shh, let me do it," louis said pouring it into his hands he started to put it in my hair and ended up massaging my scalp. louis pulled me back with him so the water was flowing all down us. we both faced it each other and started to kiss.

louis was kissing all the way down my neck and started to leave hickies all over my chest. he was staying there for a while until his fingers entered inside of me. he started to move his fingers up and down until he found the right spot and stayed there for a while. he was kissing me again and i had to put my head down to catch my breath. "you've never done this have you?" louis said chuckling. "what do you mean," I asked louis putting my head down in embarrassment. "well," louis said pulling my chin up to him so we were in eye contact, "have you ever touched yourself before, baby?" louis said kissing me on the nose. to think about it, I never have. I guess something like that never really met my mind. I nodded my head no and went to grab the soap. "let me give you a hand with that," louis said taking the soap and started to rub in all over my shoulders and up and down my breast. "I just wanna make sure I don't miss a spot," louis said while bending down to rub in on my legs and my lower stomach area.

louis started to turn off the water and stepped out giving is both a towel. "what are your plans for today?" I asked louis slipping on my panties. "I need to go down to my office, do you want to come?" I thought about it for a second. I've never really been to louis work, hell I don't even know what he does for a living. "yeah sure, let me get ready," I said walking into the bedroom searching for clothes.