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Chapter 7

Chapter 7: Olivia's Pov

i went up to my room. "A picnic?" i thought. Where would we go for that? whatever i bet Louis has a plan.

I found my ripped denim high waisted shorts and put on cream colored tank that went somewhat okay with my flats. Oh well I really didn't care what i looked like. Besides this is all i have, and Louis won't let me go anywhere by myself. I thought about why he felt that way as i applied mascara on my eyelashes. Did he actually want to protect me? or was he just doing this to use me.. I never was a paranoid person especially with guys. I always thought that once you got to know someone that you can tell if they are using you or not. When i met Alan I never thought of him as someone who would ever use me. He was a straight A student who never got in trouble, but once i started dating him he changed... in a negative way. He started hanging out with the wrong people at the wrong times, and always went to the wrong places. Alan didn't even realize what an affect this had on me and how i got so scared of him and what was going to happen to our relatioship. I was so desperate for him, and just someone. He was my first boyfriend, and my only friend at the time. I didn't understand love ad he definitely didn't either. He thought of me as his "toy". He'd beat me whenever he got mad, but i didn't think of it as a problem. I questioned breaking up with him everyday. Then thats when i remember i was weak and he was strong, i was a dork and he was popular, and i was weak and he was strong. Did it help me to have one person in my life? It didn't help me the way i wanted it to. I had NOBODY. My parents were gone, and i lived under his household.. eventually someone saw the abuse he was forcing towards me and he went to jail. his last words to me were.. "You'll regret this when i plan out what I'm going to do to you." Was he going to kill me? Or did he already try-

"Olivia?" Louis said as he interrupted my thoughts. "Are we going to start heading over to the place?" Louis said looking at me with concerened look. "Yeah we gotta make lunches to pack though." i said kinda laughing at the fact that Louis wanted to go to PICNIC WITH NO FOOD.

"Don't worry babe i have it all planned out." he said with a smirk spilled across his face.

We hopped in the car and I asked him where we're going for the picnic but he had no response. I had some mascara in my purse so i started applying more of it on since we were stuck in some major traffic. "You know, you're beautiful." Louis said as my cheeks flushed red. "Aren't you such a flirt?" i said with a chuckle at the end. "You know i'm only saying that because it's true." He said looking at me with a cute grin of his. We were in the same spot of the highway for ten minutes and we were both just staring at each other. i started noticing how sexy his body was after a few minutes. The way his eyes matched his green shirt perfectly, and just how sexy he was in general was breathtaking. I moved my eyes down to his crotch and glance at in for a moment before realizing i was being watched. "If only we had a bed nearby you'd be so much happier wouldn't you babe?" he said while leaving me embarrassed before he finished his sentence. "Just wait till tonite, babe." I looked at him for a moment before gasping at his dirty words. "Don't act like you don't want me. I saw the way you were looking at my crotch." I just nodded in disagreement when both of us knew it was true.

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"Are we almost there? I'm tired of just sitting here.. It's been almost an hour!!" I said to Louis hoping he'd actually understand that I really don't care about this food less picnic were gonna have. "hey, Calm down," Louis said as he was squeezing my thigh. "Pay attention to the road and drive!!" He gave me a quick roll of the eyes and started driving since we finally could move. Next thing you know we were pulling into a cute little area with beautiful flowers up the sides. "Wow, you know some good places to have a picnic." I said laughing.

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"Just keep following me, and were almost there," he said whispering into my ear. "Ugh, when can I open my eyes?!?" I said harshly. "And....Open."

Right when I opened my eyes I saw a cute little table with a table cloth, candles, and flowers. There was a big field that the table was on, and there was cute boutiques surrounding the area. "This is amazing how'd you find the place?" I said more surprised then concerned. "I know people,"

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And then I remembered

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Flashback.

"Sit down, Olivia!" Alan screamed, and me really worry what scene he'd cause this time. "No! I don't want to be in an isolated place," I said to him backing away from him. "Don't touch me!" I screamed at him hoping he'll back up. "I was trying to do something nice for you, because I love you," he said pulling me into him. "I don't care why you brought me here but your driving me home. This isn't my house... this is a hotel," that was the last thing I said to him until my fear increased rapidly.

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"Uh, Olivia?" I heard Louis say bringing me out of my thoughts.

"You alright?" I could feel the tears falling out of my eyes. "Are those tears?," I heard Louis say to me. I don't know why but I had tears falling down my eyes. "Just allergies," I said calming him down.

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"So.. how'd do you like how I set up our first date?" I heard Louis say behind the menu. I put down my menu. "date?" I said questionably. I don't know if I'm ready to be dating someone. I mean I like Louis, and he is freaking sexy. Oh yeah and the kiss. how could I forget about that? But we are living together and what if we break up? Id have no place to move. "I-I really like- to get to know you, that's all,"

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