Memories flaming

chapter 21

Louis POV:
me and Olivia were just sitting on the couch for a while holding each other and just staying sikent. I guess we were both thinking about separate things. I couldn't stop thinking about Alan and his contact with livy, and Olivia's probably thinking about my long ass dick. but really I've been thinking about that whole thing over the phone for a while. yesterday I really wanted to talk to Olivia about it but I was already so stressed I didn't want to even go there. I'm madly in love with her. I know she's the one for me, or at least who else would be? she's perfect. she's amazing. and she's mine. so when I sit back and have to imagine another guy who's her formal abuser... coming back to abuse her doesn't make me anything but angry, sad, unconfortable, worried, and absolutely sick. I need this girl in my life and I will take precaution to keep her safe. because we sacrifice for the ones we love. and Olivia has that position.
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"gosh I hope we don't have awful traffic, like last time." livy said looking at the cars ahead of us.
"as long as I'm with you, I'm fine."
"how sweet lou." Olivia said while giving me a peck on my cheek.
"I love you with all my heart baby, you know that right?" I said to Olivia, looking over caressing her cheek.
"yeah, I love you too.." she said with a confused look, "is everything alright?"
i gave out a sigh thinking about how I was gonna be able to start the conversation. "I need to see your phone again, I'm really worried about those messages. I've decided not to be mad at you for not saying anything because that doesn't help this situation, but I need to see it right away." I said looking out the window because I didn't want Olivia to notice how uptight and sad I was.
"of course, lou," Olivia said while handing me her phone.

I could feel tears form in my eyes as I started to read the messages. not only did I read the ones from his new number but I also read the other ones from his old number.
Alan texting Olivia about a month ago saying something about how he was gonna find her "I'm out of jail where are you?".. but then I thought, that was the day we were at the picnic!! oh my god! that's why she was so upset.
I started to scroll through those for a while and he texted her again saying "bitch where are you??" four times while she was at the party. jeez she must have gotten drunk because this made her so upset.
but then I found something even more disturbing. I saw her messages with him when they were still together
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(song breathe me by sia)
you ugly bitch! where are you?
I'm at the hospital
and why would that be?
nothing inportant
tell me right now or
you'll be visiting the
hospital more often
I did it again Alan
you ungrateful bitch!
you tried to kill yourself
again?? I hope you go
to hell you're a disease
you think I don't know?!?
excuse me?
omg shutup for once
umm? do not ever
disrespect me!! come
home right now
you're gonna get it!!
no I'm so sorry Alan
I still have bruises from
last time. please don't.
who cares? not me!
get your ass home or
you'll be begging for
more bruises Bc I'll beat
you so hard you won't
feel pain
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oh my fucking god. here I am pulled over on the side of a mall because I'm about to have a serious breakdown! but then it happened. I couldn't take it. I started crying right in front if her. I'm such a pussy.
"louis, omg!! what's wrong?"
"I'm swear on my life I'm going to kill that fucking prick! how can he do this too you? and how can you allow this happen to you olivia? you're better than that!"
"louis, it's alright.." Olivia started to say then came around to my side of the car to sit on my lap and comfort me
"he said he's looking for you!"
"oh well he just said that to scare me-"
"Olivia shut the fuck up! it's not ok! you were in denial the whole time through you're relationship and you're gonna sit her and not be worried about this shit think really hard about since when you moved to England and tell me if you think he's been looking for you! no more lies!"
Olivia looked down then jumped off of my lap and looked at me in shock.
"oh my gosh louis I remeber the day we met at the party I had mcdonalds and while I was there I ran into a guy and he asked for my name and I said Olivia jones an then when I asked why he told me a man was looking for me! I thought it was odd but I just bruised it off."
oh my gosh I can not believe this. that means that Alan went to that mcdonalds that day to ask!! he must have showed that employee a photo of Olivia! oh my gosh how did he find her?
"Olivia he's here! how did he find you?- wait your phone! he tracked your phone address down!" next thing you know Olivia's iPhone was on the ground and I was smashing it with my foot.