'His greenie' | Newt x reader

Pain

Y/n POV
I watch as newt slowly turns around facing us.. his eyes fully black and darkened veins sprouting up his neck. He switches his gaze onto me and then onto Thomas, black bile dripping out his mouth.

"Y/n slowly step back" Thomas was now stood in front of me, shielding me with his body and gesturing for me to move away.

My chest was in pain, i wasn't hurt physically.. but the emotional pain was too much that it hurt my chest. I watch as newt screams before running at Thomas, he dodges and newt falls to the ground, letting out a loud growl before jumping back on his feet. "Newt please! Stop please" I crash onto my knees, watching in horror.

"Newt it's me! It's me!" Thomas yells out at him as he starts running again. They roll over eachother on the floor , newt was trying to kill him and Thomas was trying to survive. I look around frantically, hoping that Minho successfully got to Brenda, and they were already on their way with the serum.

Thomas rolls out from under him, scrambling onto his feet. Newt stopped and was trying to catch his breath "Tommy.. just kill me" he groaned and looked up at him and then me, his eyes full of sadness. Tommy gets down on his knees, slowly reaching newt "newt.. it's me" he speaks softly.

Newts eyes fill with anger and he runs at Tommy once again, knocking him onto his back. Newt was now on top of him, chomping his jaw down, trying to eat him, my cries for help were no good, I knew deep down that the newt I loved was gone.

"Newt please!" He shouts and newt stops.. just for a minute, and once again hope fills my face. "I'm- I- I'm sorry Tom.. I'm sorry Tommy" his words all mixed up, like he couldn't figure out how to say them. He looks up at me again "I- I love you" he cries out before turning back to Tommy. "It's ok.." Thomas tries to reassure him but yet again he didn't listen.

He reaches for Tommy's gun and raises it too his head. "NOOO!" I yell and I run over, yanking the gun from his hand and throwing it on the floor. He pushes me to the floor and pins my arms down, screeching in my face, "newt stop! Stop it" I cry. Thomas pushes him off and I watch him lay there for a few seconds, "I don't want too hurt you" I could tell he was in pain, it broke me.

He reaches for the knife in his back pocket slowly and then swipes for Thomas, climbing on top of him trying to push it into his chest.

I hear Thomas yell out In pain as the tip starts to dig in, he knees newt in the side and gets on his feet. Newt follows and still tries to kill Thomas, I see their bodies collide and the squelching of a knife. I tried to scream.. I tried to yell but nothing would come out, it was like all my cries for help were used up.

I watch Tommy slowly remove their bodies and I see the knife plunged deep into newts chest. I run over to him and hold his face in my hands "I love you, I love you, I love you" I kept repeating the words over and over to him making him listen.

"Y/n" he whispers and falls to the ground, I catch him and lay him down softly. His breaths stop.. and Thomas leans over him "no.." he whispers to himself "no no no" tears fell from his face and onto newts.

I collapse backwards and fall into Thomas' arms, he holds me tight as I sob into his shoulders. I lift my head at the sound of running footsteps.. it was Brenda, a few seconds too late. I run over and grab the serum in her hands, plunging it into newts chest, praying that something would happen.

But of course it didn't..