'His greenie' | Newt x reader

The ending

Y/n POV
I hadn't slept well.. with losing newt and Teresa in the same night I don't think none of us did. We buried newt in the garden near the flowers, his favourite of course.. the roses. I sit there fiddling around with newts necklace when it opened accidentally. A little scrunched up piece of paper fell out, laying itself gently on the floor unfolding. I pick it up and read it carefully.

Dear y/n,
If you're reading this it means I sadly did not get the serum and am no longer here.
I know what you must be feeling right now, the pain, anger and sadness will eventually go away even though your emotions are overwhelming you. I'm sorry I kept it a secret from you, I couldn't bare to see your heart break it would've broken mine. I wanted your last memory of me to be of us.. happy and no longer In pain. I love you with all my heart, and I'm so happy that I met you, ever since you came up in that box my life has been full of happiness, there's not a moment that goes by that I don't think of you. I don't want you too be sad, I want you too just remember and reminisce the times we had, I'll see you again in another life.
I love you more than words can say
-newt

Tears spilled and blotched the paper. I folded it back up and placed it gently back into the necklace, pushing the cap back on and putting it around my neck. I decide to go and speak with Thomas , see how he's holding up.

I find him over by the wall, carving newts and Teresa's name onto the rocks with a hunting knife. "I miss the way he used to call me greenie" I smile at Thomas as he turns around at me laughing. "You were always his greenie".

"He never got to know.." I smile sadly at my stomach, which had now become more noticeable than before. "Even if he never knew.. he knows now, and I don't think he could be more proud even if he tried" Thomas' words made my eyes water yet again. I wipe them and embrace him into a hug, "and I don't think Teresa could be any more proud of you, she loved you" I whispered into his ear as he sniffled. We pulled apart, giving eachother a smile before I leave to go see newt.

I sit down by myself next to his grave, I place down a rose over the top and begin speaking.

"I'm mad at you.. you never told me and I know why you did it but I would've cherished our last moments more carefully if I knew" I laugh to myself "if it's a boy I'm going to name him Brodie.. you always liked that name, and if it's a girl I'm going to name her sonya, you loved that name too".

I sigh "I'll never forgive myself for not knowing.. but I hope that one day I'll be able to see you again".

"My heart broke, the day yours stopped beating.." I get up slowly and I didn't even bother to wipe the tears this time.

He finally got his happy ending he was waiting for, even thought he was lying underground without a heartbeat, he's happy somewhere.

EEEEEEK, so the story has now finished! I really hope you enjoyed it:) x