When we got home, neither of us spoke. We stayed quiet for the rest of the night until it was time to put the babies down for the night.
"You wanna talk?" Jaden asked, while sitting on the bed.
"About what?" I questioned and he pulled my waist close to him.
"Earlier," He said and I shook my head.
"There's nothing to talk about," I said and he sighed.
"I don't know her," Jaden said and I nodded.
"I know but I do," I answered and he looked at me confused.
"Who is she?" Jaden questioned.
"Alexis's cousin," I said and he rolled his eyes.
"Let me deal with her," Jaden said and I shook my head
"No, Jaden I think we should move," I said and he looked at me like he was taken off guard.
"What do you mean move?" He questioned.
"I don't want to live in LA anymore Jaden," I said and he sighed.
"So we'll move outside of LA," he said and I shook my head.
"Baby I don't want to live in California at all, everyone out there is to much for me to handle, it's not safe for my babies. I don't want them to grow up out there," I pleaded.
"Y/N I'm not moving out of California for you, we have a life out there," I cut him off.
"I don't, what life do you have out there besides me and our children," I was trying not to shout because the babies were sleeping.
"Uuuh my job and sway, I can't just move away from that," Jaden said with the slightest attitude.
"Jaden the party boy life you had is gone, so there's no point to be in the sway house anymore," I said and he sighed.
"Y/N I don't want to move out of LA," Jaden said sternly.
"Fine, You have fun in LA with your boys and sluts, I'm staying here to give my kids a good life," I said, getting out of Jaden's grip. He tried pulling me back but I walked away and out the room. I went downstairs and it was dark and quiet since my parents had been sleeping already. I sighed, grabbing my keys and left. Walking down the street of my old neighborhood and remembering how great it was growing up out here. While walking a car slowly pulled up next to me.
"Y/N?" James questioned as he rolled down the window.
"Hey," I said and gave him a small smile.
"What are you doing out here this late?" He asked.
"Going for a walk," I said and he chuckled.
"Uuuummm let me park and I'll join you," James said and I nodded. James drove off to park at his grandfather's house before jogging over to me. We started walking in silence at first.
"So did something happen?" James questioned.
"Is it that obvious?" I questioned and he nodded.
"Your mood is off," He said and I sighed.
"Jaden doesn't want to move out of LA," I said and he looked at me confused.
"Do you no like living out there?" James questioned and I nodded.
"There's to much drama, with my ex and ex bestfriend/ roommate, I don't feel safe out there," I admitted and we stopped walking. James stepped in front of me and hugged me, quickly. I stood there, not knowing what to do.
"You seemed like you needed one, but have you told Jaden this?" James asked.
"Yes, but he only seems to care about his dumb friends, and his image to the public out there," I vented and James sighed.
"Y/N I can't tell you how to live your life but if Jaden doesn't want to move then move without him, he's the one chosing to love and care for you, and if your worries aren't enough for him to do the right thing, then leave. You're your own person with responsibilities and two kids to raise," James said and I took in what he said for a second.
"But he's my husband," I said and James just continued to look at me.
"Legally?" He questioned and I shook my head.
"Do you love him?" James questioned and I nodded.
"Do you really?" He questioned again.
"I do," I said and he looked at me questionably.
"I don't believe it," James said and it got me thinking. Maybe....