He opened the door, just to see Yerim with a suitcase at her side and her eyes were red and tired, showing how she did cried himself to sleep. "I'm here to take my things," she said in a monotone voice and he stepped aside before letting in the girl. From the corner of her eyes, he saw the kitchen table had two empty bottles of whiskey, with a half filed glass beside it. Did he drink? She wanted to ask, but Yerim know better than that. Pulling her suitcase into his room, she saw the disaster in it.
Another bottle was spotted beside his bed, and Yerim stood there. It can't be that she effected his life like this? Shrugging it off, she went to his wardrobe and pull out some of her clothes there. Yoongi was outside, didn't even bother to check on her and she was glad. He wouldn't have to see how her tears were flowing down to her cheeks which she have a hard time swallowing her sobs. Her suitcase were half full and she was about to close the wardrobe door when she saw the oversized shirt with an animation at one side , the dinosaur animation at the chest. She was contemplating whether she would have to take it or not, but it wasn't hers from the start.
So she left it, closing the door and headed to the toilet, taking her toiletries with her and placed it in a small bag. Her things were everywhere in the room, even her skincare and perfume was there. It was like she had spend most of her time here than her own house. She didn't take long to clear her things, didn't even bother to clean the messy room.
She wasn't supposed to exist again in his life.
Pulling out the suitcase, she headed to the door and was about to search for him when she saw him, looking at her with an unreadable expression. For a man who just got ditched by a woman, he looked unbothered even when the house looks messy now. Looking away, she cleared her throat and speak.
"I'll get going"
He didn't say anything, so she took that as her cue and was about to leave but she stopped herself. There was something she wanted to ask, so she looked back at him. "Can I ask something?"
"What is it?," his voice came out raspy than usual, but she didn't care. Taking a deep breath while gripping her suitcase, she asked. "Were you planning to hide it from me forever?"
There was silence between them, and she was about to take back her question when he came closer to her, and Yerim didn't budge. That was when she saw how dreadful he looked and she knew it wasn't just her who is affected by what is happening. The red eyes, dried lips and pale face was enough to broke her heart. But she couldn't do anything.
"And if I told you earlier, will you even stay?"
She was tongue-tied. Her orbs looked intently at his, cursing why they ended up like this. Why did she fall in love with him? Just why he was the one that Yerim find comfort in? A comfort even Jungkook could never give her. Why did they even meet?
"I-I dont know, Yoongi"
The man heart crushed, and he felt himself crumbling to pieces. Yerim need to get out now to prevent her seeing him at the weakest point in his life.
"Go Yerim, before I do something I will forever regret"
Her eyes widened, but she didn't say anything and went out hastily. Once she was out from his home, she finally could breathe properly while her hands was shaking. It was the end for them, and she knew that they will never crossed paths again. She is a stranger for him, and he is a stranger for her. Even when she hated herself from doing this, but it was for the best.
Yoongi looked at the closed door in front of him before walking back to the kitchen, gobble up the whiskey from the bottle itself and when he realized it was empty, he throw it away to the wall. Glass shattered everywhere, and there are some stains of the alcohol at the wall. That was the end of his self control. He was yelling, shouting like a mad man and and throwing things away.
After some times, his knees failed him and he sat down to the cold tile,tears rolling down his cheek and a sad smile displayed on his lips. It was really the end for them, but why he was still hoping the woman to be in his arms again? Why did he almost pulled her into a kiss, striping her away from her shirt and jeans, making love again with her at the bed? Just why he couldn't stop herself from falling again and again with her?
He thought he had make his mind straight,that Yerim will only be the only flaw in his work and he need to get rid of it,so why he was was still thinking that the both of them still have hope? If it wasn't for her father, never will she knew about it. But if she really cared for her own safety, she will have reported him to her father. Instead she choose to saved him, and broke up with him.
She was the heartbreaker, but the truth is he was the one who break her heart first.
His eyes was about to close when his phone rang, and it shows an unknown caller. He wiped away the tears and answered it, making sure the caller didn't notice the oddness in his voice.
"What?"
"Your sister and Choi Jaemin will meet tonight at a club. 9 pm. I'll text you the adress"
"I'll be there. Text me the club"
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Oreo. // m.y.g
Fanfiction" You see the inner side of the Oreo?" "Hmm?" "It's white, just like your pale skin" "I'm still not eating that" In which he tried to not get involved with humans, until he met the preschool teacher who loved Oreo more than anything. Book 3 in Illeg...