It was hard for Yerim. She knew Yoongi would be this cold to her but she wasn't expecting this bad. No small talk, no normal greets and no eye contact. She had a problem with that. She knew nothing about pregnancy, maybe some but it wasn't sufficient. She needed the needs of any soon-to-be-mother needed but she don't know how on earth will she ask Yoongi to buy one for her. The checkups she went was also wasn't helping when the doctor keep asking where is her husband and always assume Jungkook to be her husband when all the young man did was accompany her. He knew Yerim find it hard in this situation, but Jungkook couldn't do anything.
The moment Yerim was his, Yoongi had make it enough for him to understand that Jungkook should never interfere their relationship. Not just him, even the others. Seokjin was aware of the cold attention Yoongi will give but he had no place to talk about it. They were the ones who thought Yoongi could fix the mess that happened and when he finally wanted to be responsible for it then they should worry less.
That was Yoongi said.
Now, he is actually neglecting her.
She plopped to the stool at the kitchen, exhausted from her job at the daycare with the frequent vomiting and dizziness keep on attacking her. She knew she should never get closer to vomit pills to make sure the small life in her body is safe, but the urge to take one was tempting now. Jungkook had give her a lift to get home, asked some question but she was asleep just 5 minutes she was in his car.
'Where is he?', she thought before looking around the empty house, just aware of the silence in it. Yoongi was rarely at home, and there are times he would come back home drunk and passed out in the living room, which Yerim will kindly put him a blanket when she was awake at the middle of the night due to her suddenly getting hungry. She stood up, looking around the kitchen before walking out to the living room and went to his room. It was always locked, but then she heard a soft murmuring in it and the door was slightly open.
"She's fine"
"You don't have to nag at me hyung. She is well off alone even when I'm not looking at her"
"The baby? Why would I care about something I don't want to have"
The last sentence was like a pang to her heart. She gasped in despair mixed with shock hearing those words without any shame. How could a he disown something that wasn't yet to be born? How could he utter those sentence with a straight face , as if he never cared about it. She had tried to live with him neglecting her and abandoning her even after they were married for the sake of protection and for him to have something to hold on against her father, but for him to call the child who wasn't yet to have a heart a thing he never want to have? Even if he was that heartless, Yerim never thought he will be this cold and have no sense of empathy at all.
Even worse, it was his.
She stumbled a few steps to the back, knocking the table placed near his door and it fell down to the floor, causing a slight commotion but Yoongi heard it . He quickly turned back, caught a glimpse of her running away and Yoong quickly ended the call without saying goodbye to Seokjin. He was furious. He had make it clear that he drew a line between them but Yerim had peeked on him, even overheard what he said and he hated that.
It was her idea seven years ago to cut them off, now she's back messing with his life and Yoongi felt his heart burning in rage. Throwing away the phone, he took big steps to the door and went after her who was nowhere to be seen but then he heard the loud thump of of her door room, indicating she had went to hide in there. Sighing, he closed his eyes before massaging his temple and walk closer to her door, trying his best to not sound mad but he failed because they way he called her name the next minute was enough to send a shiver to her who was sobbing silently behind the door.
"What did you hear?"
Her body trembled in fear of his voice, but she didn't say anything. Surprisingly,the man didn't repeated his question and all she could hear was some words she couldn't decipher what is it before his steps faded away, meaning he wasn't in front of her room anymore. She didn't want to see him, not now after she heard those words he utter. Yerim hated him now but she knew she couldn't hate him for too long for the sake of the child. Why did Yoongi don't even think about it at all? Did he really not care for the newborn later? He didn't speak of divorcing her after the child was born, but Yerim didn't want the child to leave in such a broken family.
Why oh why did she have to hear that?
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Oreo. // m.y.g
Fanfiction" You see the inner side of the Oreo?" "Hmm?" "It's white, just like your pale skin" "I'm still not eating that" In which he tried to not get involved with humans, until he met the preschool teacher who loved Oreo more than anything. Book 3 in Illeg...