Oreo. // m.y.g

50.

The only time Yerim could see her forced husband was at night, or when he's on leave for her doctor checkup or other things. Tonight is just the same. This time, she really felt thirsty so she went to the kitchen to have a glass of water. Her pregnancy is now 5 months now, and they recently knew the gender of the child. It was a girl, and she thought Yoongi will be disappointed. To her suprise, the man smiled widely when he looked at the ultrasound while the doctor talk about the baby. Till now she is confused, whether the man wanted the baby or not.

From his reaction, he is eager to see her been born to the world.

Chugging down the cold water, the front door clicked and she looked to it. It must be Yoongi, she thought so she quickly go to the sink and washed the glass. It is to prevent Yoongi thinking she is waiting for him, and he hated it.

"Yerim?"

Her body responded to the voice and looked at him. His eyes was hooded with dizziness, but there were longing in it. He stepped closer to her and Yerim stepped back till her back hit the countertop, her mouth gaped with his sudden reaction. He then brushed the side of her face with his knuckles before cupping her face in his big palm.

"I miss this"

She didn't say anything, nor push him away. Her dark orbs penetrated him, questioning how many drinks he had and how did he get back home with his state. The man have a high alcohol tolerance but if he was knocked out, he will be knocked out badly. "You look so real, feel so real, just like the same Yerim seven years ago"

"Yoongi I think-"

"Was my love that time wasn't enough for you to trust me?"

His question hit her and her face turned white. His eyes turned to disappointment, but it was the same gaze he made when they were madly in love. The Yoongi she's seeing now is the same Yoongi she had met before. Not the cold and emotionless Yoongi. Not the mad and hated Yoongi she is dealing when he's a sober.

"Was I a bad guy to the point you couldn't have faith in us?"

She gulped, her hand trembled at those questions, which she don't have the answer herself. There was no flaw in their love before, but because of the secret he kept hidden from her, there was a sense of betrayal and she decided to walk away. And once she did, she realise it wasn't worth it at all. Half of her heart died with him, so does he.

"Yerim tell me, if I told you who I am, will you still stay by my side?"

She looked away, tears were pooling in her eyes. She had no answers for all those question he gave her, and it was as if Karma is hitting her now. Before, it was him who got tounge-tied by her, now she couldn't even think for a better respond for it.

She then feel how he turned her head gently to face him, a sad smile portrayed at his pale lips. He leaned down to kiss her temple, which went down to her eyes, then he cheeks which proceeded to her nose. Every action he did was hitting her feelings, their heat engulfing each other. Yoongi lips was everywhere at her face, but never reached to her lips.

"I couldn't kiss you, I could never do that"

"Why?"

"Because if I ever do that, then we both will hurt each other again"

He distanced himself from her, and just like that he was walked away from her, leaving the broken Yerim in the kitchen with tears now leaving her eyes, soft sob could be heard everywhere the kitchen. They were broken for each other, and Yoongi had his own stance to never let her to be in his life again.

It was her fault to let him go and to make him feel like this, and now she had to face the consequence that she don't know how long she could handle it again.

That he had to kill the feelings he had for her to prevent the both of them hurting each other again.

That the man still cared for her so dearly but could never let those feelings get through him.

That he wanted to kiss her, but afraid she will broke the same night she knew about his secret.

That Min Yoongi is hurting himself because he is denying that he is still in love with her and have always been.