60 days being his prisoner

Synopsis

This Story is a work of fiction,Names,Characters,places and incidents are product of authors imaginations or are used fictiously.Any resemblance to actual events or locales or persons,living or dead,is entirely coincidental

A/n;

Ohh of course this may enlighten the things about shera's life. Why did she start writing and why is she bitter, well, I guess enjoy!..

Namumula na ang mukha ko dahil sa pagpipigil ko ng umiyak sa harapan niya, there he is, the man I hate who always makes me cry every time a compose myself to be near him. Ayaw ko naman talaga malapit sa kaniya. Siya lang ang nakakahanap sa akin.

Tuluyan ng tumulo ang luha ko dahil sa hiya at galit na nararamdaman, hindi ko alam kung bakit niya ako gustong-gustong paglaruan araw-araw at walang sawang pagtawanan ang mukha ko.

Mabait naman siya noon sa akin, hindi ko alam kung bakit nagbago ang ugali niya simula ng nag sisimula nang mamulat ang ugali nito sa mundo, simula ng mag karoon na siya ng kaibigan na hindi ako gusto.

Wala naman akong naalalang dahilan para mangyari ito, mabait siya kay papa kung magkasama kami sa iisang lugar kaya gustong-gusto rin siya ng tatay ko.

Agad na tinakpan ko ang namumulang mukha at ang tumutulong luha ko, nangangarap na sana mawala nalang akong bula sa harapan niya/nila dahil ayaw ko ng nakikita nilang mahina ako.

Zach are always the demon and I'm like a weak angel, gustong-gusto niyang nakikita niya akong nasasaktan.

" iyakin mo! " wala akong sino man para tulungan at patahanin ako sa pag iyakin, pinapangarap ko na sana narito nalang si mama sa tabi ko. At sana hindi ko na nararamdaman ito.

" ayaw ko na" I look at him, red eyed and tears are still streaming like a open river that actually make him shiver, nakita kong naawa rin siya sa akin pero pinipigilan lang ang sailing tulungan ako para masabing 'cool' raw siya. Ang bastos ng tropa niya na ang akala mo kung sinong magagaling kahit pa halos lahat naman si la ay bagsak sa klase, tanging si Zach lang ang pumapasa.

They are laughing, obviously making fun of me because I am weak, wala akong kaibigan sa kanya pero ayos lang, ayaw kong matulad sa demonyong katulad nila.

Simula ng araw na iyon, nagsimula akong magsulat, lahat ng hinanakit at nararamdaman ko ay sa bawat letra ko nailalabas kaya bawat sulat ko ay may dagdag na pasanin, I want to die. That the first thought I have when I am still young, wala ang nanay ko sa tabi ko at nahihiya naman akong magkwento sa tatay ko ng kung ano-ano ang mga saloobin ko.

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" you really want to die?, buti nalang talaga ayaw sayo niya Zach kasi iba ugali mo!," nose are flared and my face are red and nearly violet because of the hunger to kill someone, oo! Tama siyang gusto ko ng mamatay! Pero uunahin ko siya!.

Hindi ako nag salita pero masama ang mukha kong lumingon muli sa kaniya, hindi ako nagbabalik ng salita sa kanila dahil hindi pa ako matapang sa ngayon, I'm still building a tough wall so I will not break down when I spat back every word they have said.Nasasaktan ako pero kasama iyon para maging matapang ako sa susunod na kabanata.

Love story isn't perfect as it is. It may start with horrible once and start with pain. I believe that if you love, you need to endure the pain to be compacted. Happy endings may exist, but i must say, happy endings is somehow grip into the painful battle you've been through, happy endings are not just for those person who have love story to tell,and happy endings are not just for those lover. And of course, love story are not somehow magical.

And my work of fiction is always a hatred because it was always pain, the story itself has endured the bitterness I am feeling because I still don't believe that happy ending exist and I can tell that love story are not somehow magical. Let me guess in the other chapter then.

Then I'll re-tell if it do really exist....

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Hi all. This chapter happen at least before they have gotten into their senior and before she had chanele.
And I mention in one of the chapter ahead that they are friend since little...that was correct though just in chanele's thought because shera never think that Chanele was a friend of her... Chanele was so kind that she think she just pity shera for being alone.