Life of Love

FIRST =Nostalgia=

I once read a hundreds of novels about love, its about fantasies and warmth love that was witten on a paper. Indeed I've dream and wonder how it felt to be in love in such romatic ways like on a book. Funny it is, but i once felt it, the love i wasn't forgetting till now, as wrote this, i was tryin to cherish and remember those kind of feelings and memories that i could remember. The love that i could perfectly say it was my first true love. My Mon amore. I've found him in my deepest night he push me up in to my fall, he pull me up when im drowing from my own self try to hide whats really i want and feel that time. He show me different things that i myself didnt discover before, his my light in the darkest hour like the moon in the sky. Funny how i always remember when i look up the sky and i see stars, his always i remember sayin, i was his star. Yet for me he should be my star and my moon that light up my night. He even give me strength that i could walk at the dark and not to be afraid of. His my inspiration back then. We may had a lil time that have shared yet all of it was been treasured and cherish by me and always be deep within my soul that it was been imprinted and cannot be erase just like a tattoo. At first i wasnt expecting that i could really feel those love they said and write on a book but funny how i end up feeling it and now addicted to such kind of love that ive always wonders how is it now? Many people says that once you fall inlove you'll never gonna be back to yourself. Its true, why? It because you learn and grow after experiencing sich kind of love. It may not end up well yet we got to find ourself and knew ourself deeply. We see our own faults, we try to understand and be patience and also learn to love like no body else can loved like you do or we do. People has their own way of expressing and communicating nor showing their love to someone. But whatever it is nor whatever how could it always be the Love.
I've learned and get my self be in the position of finally seeing our creator our God the devine once i realize fully whats destiny nor fate was is. It all happen when i found him. Truly magical and unexpected it is. Sometimes i wonder if i deserve this kind of love, the love that everyones dream of and may realize it that i do deserve it cause God thought me too. LOVE is for everyone.

This kind of love that i have to this man, i could say its eternal nor infinity cause i know and feel that were meant to be each other, were fated to be together cause i know were twinflame not just ordinary soulmate. I know and feel our soul connect to a deeper level that some doesn't understand or know about it, somw may judge yet i dont mind cause i knew whats the truth and how God and the devine says and allow it. It maybe the right time for us to be together at this moment but i knew that sooner when the right time at the right place we'll meet and talk and be together again and will live forever cause both of us deserved it.

Difficulties and trials wasnt really easy, it has levels and intensity that sometimes you just want to back down and quit yet once you realize it way to far that you get there and you still keep hearing this tiny lil voice in your head sayin," keep goin! Its not the right time to give up cause you deserve what it the end, whats waiting you ahead." You'll have the strength and power to fight those challenges. Yet sometimes we need to let go onto the things needed to be let go off in order for us to see what infront of us and what the right thing to do. And how we able to move forward with our life and not be in stuck in a situation that wasnt really benefits you, especially our soul and life. If it wasnt good that it pulls you down and hang you in there. We need to stop, breath , analyse and see whats the path we need to go and what work we need to do.