Life of Love

FOURTEEN=SHED OF TEARS=

Sometimes we wonder how life would possibly be. Life at times may be difficult at is, yet still wonderful, that sometimes we cannot foretold when or where we may shed a tears. In times of difficulties nor just tears of happiness.

Life that has to be like love is difficult that's been complex and hard to understand whats going through. You might feel different kind of emotions indeed just like how we supposed to feel in LoVe.  We may feel anxious, in pain,  in fear which leads us into shedding a tears. It because of to much pressure nor emotions that building up inside of you nor us,  that leads into tears nor cries into subs. To much thoughts in mind and doesnt have any answer to those questions lingering on your mind, is to suffocating that can only lead into tears. We shed tears nor we cry because we want it to release burdens in our chest,  those emotions inside us, not just only by say it nor telling it, but yet we shed tears to release and show it to others nor show it to our selves that we're still humans after all,  we may feel pain and tired nor can be exhausted to feel,  feeling always okey in life nor in love.  Tears is a sign of to much pain that inside of us,  that we must know and realize and not be taken for granted.  Yes indeed we may shed tears even if we're happy its quite normal specially for those whose highly empathetic towards other things.  They get to appreciate things easily even its in a simple nor small things, that creates happiness towards them that can make a heartwarming feelings to them. It's normal as we shed tears when we're in pain. 

Any pain was intorelable nor toleratable. Yet we still have the choice to be made. To be in pain and deal with it or not. To stop feeling it or not.  To let it stuck with you or move on. Which is which.  Its still on us how we could cope up on those ideas and how should we deal with our own emotions,  maturely nor immaturely. 

I remember those time i shed tears,  those are times where no anyone can even see nor imagine nor think that i just cried that day nor night.  It all just happen when i didnt realize that ive been holdin back my emotions to tightly that my eyes would be the one whose shed tears in instant,  that i didn't even know where did tears came from?  Nor what just happen for me to shed a tears. Then a thoughts came up to me.  Its all a on–hold emotions that ive been suppressing entirely in my life. Its quite difficult to handle yet i just did. Cause i had this will power and determination to be just fine even though i wasn't.  Ive feelin empty and lonely entirely in my life that i couldn't even remember how i genuinely smile and feel all the laughs i got in my whole life.  Cause last time i remember it all happens a years nor a decade to be exact. A years when i could be genuinely happy in tears in just a simple convos and a genuine laugh in such a lame jokes from him.  And yet a years nor a decade has past when i felt those worst shed of tears,  where it was combined with fear, pain,  worries and love to that certain person.  It all happens back then when were both fight for a life and death situation.  Where in i just cried a whole night just thinking about him,  worries about him, in pain for him and feel feara for him and to us ,for whats gonna do for us nor what will happen to us.  A shed of tears that was very memorable to me at the same time quite funny that i still manage to get up for school and act infront of my family and friends that nothing happens that night. That i only tells that im strong to face a life again and keep moving forward,  keeping those promises and faith to God and believes in him that he'll make ma wishes and prayer comes true and always be heard.  And luckly that the Devines our God full fills it.  And im very Greatful.  Cause those times that I needed him his there with me,  ready to listen and make me feel the light and love i need on those times of downfall,  He never leave.  Thats why I Love him most.  OUR GOD the Devine. And also to Greatful and thankful for giving me such wonderful person that i could Love my self dearly with all my heart and soul,  who give me more inspiration to what life must has to be and in Love. 

As we see, we all had shed tears,  it might be painful and sorrowful it still could shed a tears and also a tears of happiness wherein we can be shared and tell to others to be inspire with it nor can teach a wisdom or knowledge. Yes,  indeed experiences can makes us stronger and wiser in life nor in Love.