Stars Of Life

✦ Rare Bouquet

~ s a g e d r e a m s ~

"Wooooo!" I call out skateboarding on the pitch black road lagging among the yellow trees. The force of the excessive air on my face was suffocating. However, I was actually very alive.

The long infinite dark road enchanted me. I was left behind while others were already vanished in front of my way. I gained a confidence to rode even faster. To reach them.

I moved my legs to accelerate the speed. But it never came. Got rolling on the same place.

And like changing the channel on TV, I was instantly at school sitting around with my friends.

I only recognised our uniforms otherwise the classroom was never seen. The bench below us was sinking downwards causing to lost my balance and then anxiety.....

~ d r e a m s e n d s ~

THUD!

I partially opened my eyes when my right hand twitched unknowingly. My book fell on the floor as I realised I was sleeping while reading an eye-drooping book.

Another incoherent dreams.

Not long ago, one thing that keeps bugging me is not my weird dreams or disease but the silence of my friend, Kenzo. So, yeah it has to be, because of that night when I broke his trust by sneaking out with his older brother. Moreover, he didn't try to make any talk except 'hellos' and I didn't get to talk to him as we seldom saw each other and exams was on the run during that time. I loved my best friends company that naturally allowed me to forgot about others. Now, it really bugs me that why I didn't talk to him? I must have said sorry.

April left earlier after planning our last school tomorrow. Considering that time, I read a book and fell asleep on the table. Sounds unbelievable to me but happened. This medicines and health!

The bright sunrays were passing through the window and I sighed feeling nostalgic. It was the starting of the last week of March. Our exams were over and tomorrow was our farewell ceremony. End of school life.

Tomorrow, I've to apologise him no matter what.

Leaving the table, I stood after the mirror pointing out my flaws by being sick for the rest of my life. Light blemishes were on my back and my face didn't looked quite healthy. So was my hair, it had fall several times for me.

I lifted my t-shirt to check whether the dark spots lighten up on my belly or not. Not quite but it was lighter than before. I was going to say something to myself, alternatively the doorbell rang.

Hurriedly, I wear the soft slippers and walked to answer the door guessing who might be outside.

--Neighbours?

--April again?

When I did answer, I felt unconditionally happy after so many days when I saw his exotic eyes, that has as always the color of fire. He came to see me?

"Sup?" He entered mingling into our homey atmosphere like he belonged here. It was very strange that I didn't find any faults by inviting him in. Though my mind knew he was once against my living.

"How are you doing?" He asked nonchalantly staring at my face which was probably blank,"I heard you were admitted at hospital?"

I didn't speak as my eyes were glued to the dazzling white flowers on his hands.

"Where's your mind, S? Hello?"

"Hi..you are here to see me?" I grinned. "We are friends right?" My hands instinctively swayed to grab those flowers.