Love Hurts, Jeon «JJK» ✓

𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙪

He was restless. It's only been half a day since he left your apartment yet he has stopped counting how many times he's going back and forth just to check his phone. He even makes a call to his phone number by using his office phone, just in case if it works well. He wasn't sure why he was waiting anxiously, maybe because of you pushed him away earlier, maybe because he acted cold the last time, maybe because he was insecure that you would poof, and gone again. Just like what happened three years ago.

"Mr. Jeon, I just want to remind you that you have dinner schedule tonight with Sir Leon from East Company and I just going to re-confirm with the restaurant now. Is 6PM okay with you?" His secretary voice took him back to reality and he replied her almost instantly.

"Cancel it Miss Park. I have somewhere to go."

"Oh, are you sure? Should I move it tomorrow instead?" Jungkook was hesitate for a while before he changed his mind.

"Never mind. Let it be tonight. The other place can wait." He decided and lowkey hoping he was doing the right thing.

'Give her some space, Kook. You just met her few hours ago.'
'But I miss her already. She could've sent a text.'
'You spent whole night with her in your embrace. Now give her some space unless you want her to run away again?'

His inner space was having some arguments and he closes his eyes, leaning to his chair while messaging his temples. Nervous, worried, anxious, everything was mixed into one and it's driving him crazy.

"Later tonight, Kook. Call her later when you're at home." Again, he tried to reassured himself for the last time and try to focus on his work instead.

Few hours later,

In the familiar surroundings, Jungkook dragged his lethargic body towards his kitchen and get some drink to satisfy his thirst. Once he finished, he walked ahead to his bedroom and place himself on the nearby couch.

"Finally, I'm home." he muttered to himself and took out his phone from his pocket.

Nothing, there's still nothing.

"Now that I've found you but why do I still feel uneasy? Are you playing hard to get? or is it just me who's attached to you too much?" He asked, or more like talking to his wallpaper. A habit that never changed for the past three years.

Without thinking much, Jungkook looking for your contact and immediately pressing the call button. He stood up and walking back and forth while waiting until his steps come on halt at the voice coming from the call.

"The number you dialled cannot be reached at the moment please try again later." Jungkook froze on his steps, didn't realize that he has been holding his breath for a while.

"Is her phone died? Is she slept?" He keeps asking questions for himself and check the phone. It's 10PM. "She's not avoiding me, right?" He sounds bitter for seconds before shaking his head.

"No, she wouldn't. Why would she do that when all I do is love her and care about her. She's a clumsy one, her phone might be died because she forgot to charge them and fell asleep. Yeah it must be like that. Haha." He fakes a laugh for nobody but himself.

Worst scenarios were playing in his head but he tried to change the scene. He could have tons of other possibilities scenes yet that worst one keeps haunting him from time to time. That night, he was lying to himself again.

Morning comes later than usual, or that's what the young man thing. It was around 8 in the morning when Jungkook finally stood in front of your apartment's door dressed up in his daily suit, looking all good. Yet, he fixed his outfit one more time, making sure he looks just fine before hit your bell. One time, two times, silence.