Love Hurts, Jeon «JJK» ✓

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"Leave." She's so cold.

"B-But... Noona-"

"I SAID LEAVE!" She yelled at me.

No matter how hard you tried to push the door close, it wouldn't burden. He wouldn't burden. Somehow you know your strength is nothing compare to him.

"But. I. Don't. Want. To." He emphasizes each word as if he wanted you to get it right away. "Why you keep avoiding me? What did I do wrong? Am I not enough? Why don't you want me?" His voice cracked at his last sentence and suddenly your body felt weak as you fall on the ground, crying. You were in pain too, just like him.

Without second thought, he stepped in your apartment and holding your shaking figure. "W-why? Just tell me what happened? Why are you like this? Huh? Tell me."

"Why, Kook? Why you should come and find me? You shouldn't have wait for me and continue living your good life! Why you have to come back in my life?! I'm anything but good for you!" you were crying but he keeps shaking his head at each of your sentences.

"You're anything but bad in my life. You're the one that keep me going, Noona. I can lose everything but you."

Inhales deeply, you detached yourself from him and wipe away your tears before look up to meet his teary gaze.

"You said you love me, right?" you asked and he nods eagerly. "Would you do anything I told you to?"

He furrows his eyebrow in confusion but nod anyway, "Of course. Why are you asking? Do you need anything?"

"Just promise me. Would you do anything for me?" again, you ignore his questions and throw another one.

"Noona, there's no limit in the sky that I won't fly for you. There's no amount of tears in my eyes that I won't cry for you. With every breath that I take I want you to share that air with me. There's no promise that I won't keep."

You escaped his gaze for seconds before gain your confidence once again. You have to. "Then go away. Leave me. Stay out of my life. Never come near me nor interfere with my life. Don't show up in front of me no matter what happen. Can you do that for me?" your sentences left him speechless.

His lips were parting but your attention distracted by a single teardrop that fell from his eyes.

"W-why?.. Why you keep pushing me away? WHY YOU DO THIS WHEN WE BOTH KNOW YOU HAVE FEELINGS FOR ME TOO! WHY YOU KEEP HURTING ME!?" He lost it. He's been in pain for so long since the day he fell for you from the first sight. It's like he's been living in pain but right now you just decided to step on his bleeding wounds which pain him even more.

"THAT'S WHY! I KEEP HURTING YOU SO WHY DON'T YOU LEAVE ME ALONE!!?"

"I LOVE YOU! H-How can you- I-I love you so much how can you told me to leave you???"

"But I-I don't." you escaped his gaze once again.

"Liar!! Tell me you hate me while look into my eyes. Tell me and I'll leave you." He was shaking inside. Even though he knows you have feelings for him, he wasn't ready if you manage to do it. He was scared. His eyes never leave your figure but once you look up slowly to meet his eyes, he knew he messed up.

"I. Hate. You." Just like how he did earlier, you stare into his eyes while emphasize each word that you didn't meant. You clench your fist hard, trying to hold yourself back when you saw another teardrop fell from his eyes. The eyes that used to hold a whole galaxy were now pooling with tears and it's because of you.