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*Previously*

August: "MeMe-"

Mariah: "Don't talk ta me. Don't touch me. Juss get away from me" She said wit my hand up

August: "Beybe I'm sorry"

Mariah: "No you're not! If you were! You woulda tol' me! I asked you! I asked what's wrong and you tol' me nun! You said "Beybe nun. I'm still juss a lil buzzed from last night. And I'm tired...". You looked me dead in my mothafuckin' face and promised me! You lied ta me, AUGUST! Afta all dis time...of bein' ta'getha I would think you would have common sense not ta do dis shit! Don't come at me wait dis "beybe I'm sorry" shit! I BELIEVED YO ASS! You looked me dead in my eyes...and lied"

August: "MeMe I'm sorry. It was an accident. I was fucked up!"

Mariah: "It doesn't make a mothafuckin' difference. Fucked up or sober! If tha bitch face don't look like mine! You should realize you finna fuck up! I'm done..."

August: "MeMe-"

Mariah: "I'm done!" She said walkin' off

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*Present-Next Day*

Mariah POV:

I woke up dis mornin' ignorin' August. Lil Aug stayed wit Dee last night so he's not home. NeNe and Lani wit Nae, Tea, and Kaia in NOLA. Dis mornin' I picked up Paris from Sheila's cuz she stayed ova there. When I got there I walked in cuz she had unlocked tha doe fa me...

Me: "Mama A!"

Sheila: "Livin' room!"

I walk in there and she smiles at me

Me: "She didn't keep you up all night did she?"

Sheila: "Nah. She slept all night. Didn't make a sound. Aug didn't come?"

Me: "No"

Sheila: "Damn. Why you say it like dat?"

Me: "No reason..."

I grabbed ha bag and put ha in tha car seat

Sheila: "MeMe. Answer me. You know I'm not gonna tell him. I always wait fa him ta say it..."

Me: "...He juss pissed me off. He fucked up. Afta 18 years...he fucks up"

Sheila: "When you say fucked up do you mean...fucked up or fucked up...?"

Me: "Fucked up. I'm so pissed I could choke his ass out"

Sheila: "And you should. But don't..."

Me: "Why not? I would feel so much betta. Then I could fa'give him afta he turns purple"

Sheila: "It might make you feel betta but it wouldn't solve anythang, MeMe. Juss talk it out. Y'all fixed er'thang else"

Me: "I can't do it. I can't look at him..."

Sheila: "Why?"

Me: "He looked me. Dead in my face. And lied ta me. I asked him what was wrong. And he didn't say shit" I said wiping a tear "Not only am I pissed and hurt bout tha fact dat he cheated. I'm hurt mostly from tha fact dat he didn't tell me. Ion know what tha hell Imma do. I take dat back. Yes I do. Imma ignore him til I feel like talkin' ta him. I'm actually gonna think befoe I do sum'm'. Cuz once I make dat choice. I won't regret it"

I looked at Paris and she's juss suckin' on ha fingas. Imma need Jesus help on dis...

August POV:

'Iight. I shoulda tol' ha when she asked. She won't...listen or talk ta me. She won't look at me. I'm invisable ta ha. When she walks in tha kitchen, she puts tha car seat on tha island and I pull ha by ha waist

Me: "Look at me. Talk ta me"

She juss kept lookin' at ha phone. I took it out ha hand and turned ha face ta mines

Me: "Talk"

Mariah: "Ion wanna talk ta you. There I spoke"

Me: "MeMe. I said sorry. It was an accident. You know I wouldn't do it ta hurt chu..."

Mariah: "But chu did, August. You did hurt me. Not only by doin' dat but because you didn't say shit when I asked you. I tol' you...if you tell me straight up. Tha outcome wouldn't be as bad. But...you didn't. You decided ta keep it ta yo'self and you lied. Dats what I'm mostly pissed about. But don't worry. You stay ta yo'self. And I stay ta myself. I prefer dat..."

She grabbed tha car seat and walked out. She's super pissed. Imma juss give ha time. I hope she gets ova dis. And quick...

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At least she talked to Aug

All calm and shit

Let's see where this book goes

Prolly some errors. Oops

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