Instant Love V: The Finale {Pentalogy: August Alsina Story}

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August POV:

Last night I know it hurt MeMe ta say dat. And in all honesty...it hurt me, too. Dis mornin' when I woke up, she was still layin' in my arms. Juss cuz we feel a certain way doesn't mean Imma push ha away. Na...MeMe a different story. She pushes. I rub ha stomach and kiss ha forehead. I get up, without wakin' ha up, and go in tha bathroom. I freshen up, put on some clothes, and walk out tha room closin' tha doe behind me. Then I run into NeNe

Nevaeh: "Is ma up?"

Me: "Nope. She's still sleep. Try catchin' ha around...Ion know...eleven..."

She nods and I go into Paris room. She's wide awake. And she nosy lol. She sees me and smiles

Me: "Goodmornin'. Ta you. Tha birds. Are annoyin'"

I laugh ta myself and pick ha up. I freshen ha up, put ha clothes on, and take ha downstairs

Leilani: "Hey pops"

Me: "Wassup curly"

I kiss ha head and she gives me tha evil eye

Me: "*laughs* Have you ate?"

Leilani: "Yup"

Me: "You give off energy like yo mama. What's wrong?"

Leilani: "Nun. I'm fine"

Me: "Stop lyin' ta me. I can tell sum'n' wrong cuz you avoidin' eye contact. What's wrong, Lani?"

Leilani: "...*sighs* I know sum'n' is up wit chu and ma. Ion know what it is exactly. But I can feel it. Ion say nun cuz I already know yo response "er'thang is fine". When in reality ta me I know it's not. I feel stuff like dis. Tha bad always come ta mind. So if there is anythang weird goin' on. Please fix it. Not only fa us. But fa y'all too. Ion want my lil bro or sis comin' in tha world wit parents dat aren't happy. I want he or she ta have happy parents like we have. Or should I say had..."

She got off tha stool and walked out tha kitchen. She's fourteen. And fa ha ta be fourteen...she made a lot of sense. I needa figure out sum'n'. I know it's still there somewhere. It can't juss...disappear like dat. Tha only question I have ta ask is can tha love come back? Cuz if it can't...then what?

Chandra POV:

I know it's weird fa me ta have any thought in dis. But afta what MeMe tol' me...I kinda have too. It shocked me when she said dat. Only cuz ha and Aug are like two peas in a pod. She will fa'eva be my sista. But if dey seperate...it's like half of my sisterhood will leave wit it. Ion want dat fa dem or my nieces and nephew. Plus tha one dey got comin' eight months from na. All I know is dat dey needa fix it. Dey have a counselor fa a reason. Dey needa go see ha. And quick...

Mariah POV:

Sheila: "And both of y'all feel dis way?"

Me: "*sighs* Yup. And it honestly hurt fa me ta say and hear dat..."

I been hea' fa a couple of hours. When I woke up dis mornin', Sheila hit me up askin' ta see Paris. So I brought ha ova. And she sensed sum'n' was wrong. She always know when sum'n' up...

Sheila: "Why don't chu go back ta yo counselor?"

Me: "What could she possibly do? She can't juss magically pop love back into our marriage..."

Sheila: "My bad..."

Me: "*sighs* I'm sorry. I'm juss not-"

Sheila: "It's OK, MeMe. I undastand you're a lil out of it. But Mariah...you two have a beybe on tha way. Married 18 years. A family. It's in there. Both you and Aug know dis..."

I juss look at my hand. Does she have a point? Cuz in reality...I hate dis. Wit a strong ass passion. But my wall juss might get in tha way. Again. All dis...hurts. Ion like feelin' dis way. Ion like tha way our marriage turned out. Dis is hell. I would neva think in a million years dat dis would happen. I need sum'n' ta bring dat spark back. And if doesn't come back. Then Ion know. Dat day will seriously be tha end of August and Mariah...
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Update!!!

Where is this leading to?

Even Chandra said something about it

Lani made a point to Aug

What are your thoughts?

Prolly some errors. Oops

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