Instant Love V: The Finale {Pentalogy: August Alsina Story}

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Mariah POV:

Ta'day Aug and I are in Cali cuz tha awards ta'night. Ion feel too good. Been throwin' up since like...eleven sum'n' dis mornin'. But! I guess I gotta deal wit it. I been dealin' wit it fa tha last four hours. Imma juss suck it up and go on cuz I can't miss out on dis. Especially since dey want Aug and I there. Fa what? Ion know. Ion wanna go cuz I feel like shit. But...dey asked so I'm goin'. It's only three. It starts at eight. And I'm hungry. But I can't eat cuz it doesn't stay down. So I juss been drinkin' water since eleven sum'n'. NeNe and nem back in Atlanta cuz dey got school ta'morrow. While I was layin' in tha bed, Aug came in

August: "You still feel sick?"

Me: "Yuuuuup. I haven't ate anythang eitha..."

He gets in tha bed and kiss all ova my face and neck

Me: "Stooop" I said laughin'

August: "*laughs* At least I made you laugh"

Then he starts rubbin' my stomach

Me: "Why are you rubbin' my stomach?" I asked laughin'

August: "*laughs* Ta make you feel betta. Stop stressin'..."

Me: "Beybe ain't nobody stressin'..."

August: "Yea you are. Fa what? Ion know. So whateva it is, stop thinkin' about it..."

Me: "Ion think it's stress. I think it's cuz I'm tired..."

August: "Tha last time I heard you day dat...you were pregnant wit Aug..."

Me: "Well I'm not pregnant. I tol' you no moe kids. We are 40 years old. Too old ta have anotha beybe..."

August: "Stevie. Wonder"

Me: "Dats. Nasty"

August: "Not. Fa him"

Me: "You. Ain't him"

August: "Nah I'm not. But if I was I would touch yo punnani er'day and say "I juss wanna feel it"

I juss laughed and playfully hit his arm

Me: "Nasty ass"

August: "*laughs* It's tha truth. I would do some shit like that"

Me: "You do it na. Be rapin' me and shit"

August: "It's not rape if you like it"

I juss laugh and he pecks my lips and I kiss back. Don't worry. I'm minty lol

Me: "I needa ask a question"

August: "Bout what?"

Me: "Moe of a who..."

August: "Is Chris dis who?"

Me: "Yea..."

He rolls his eyes and gets up. I pull him back and he sits down lookin' at me

Me: "I know bad timin' and all but...I need y'all ta be coo'. Fa me..."

August: "How bout y'all unfriend each otha annnnd we go on wit our lives as if we neva knew each otha?"

Me: "...Uh. Nah. I keep tellin' myself it's all my fault cuz it is. Imma keep doin' dat until I'm ova it..."

August: "Babe in reality. You're neva gonna get ova it. It's eatin' you alive. But what chu can do is let it go. You can neva fully get ova it. Trust me I know. My million compared ta yo two mistakes...I know what I'm talkin' about. I only dapped him cuz you basically tol' us ta do it. Dat friendship...is gone. Non-existant. I juss can't let dat go. Beybe I know what chu trynna do. But it ain't gon' happen. I prefer y'all not ta be coo' eitha. But chu Mariah. You'ont listen ta nobody!"