"Before 𝗛𝗶𝗺"
"Before 𝙃𝙚𝙧"
"Only 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲 could tell how we'd end up."
They were 𝗶𝗻𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗽𝗹𝗲𝘁𝗲.
The life of 𝘀𝗲𝘅 strived through 𝗵𝗶𝗺.
The life of her 𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗲𝗲𝗿 strived through 𝗵𝗲𝗿.
𝗛𝗲 wasn't looking for 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲.
𝗦𝗵𝗲 wa...
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Life's been doing me good. I finally found a better looking and not as pricey place to live. It's been three weeks sense I've started what I started with Killian.
A week ago after finding out he's got a child I tried to be petty but there's no being petty with him. I ended up getting fifty spankings — on each cheek that I'm sure turned my ass black and blue.
Flashback
I sat on my bed at kiara's house with a plate of finished pancakes enjoying my Friday afternoon. Was i suppose to be at Killian's house? Yes but going to his house to have sex with a possibly married man or a man in a relationship made me feel like a whore basically.
For all I know he really could be married, i never cared to check for a ring. I don't know anything about this man, but I'm ready to spread my legs if he asked.
See my point.
So this weekend I decided to stay home, I don't think he would mind It was already 3 o'clock and he didn't bother to call so I'm in the clear. That's at least what I thought until an aggressive knock was heard at my bedroom door.
I got up out of the bed sitting the plate on my nightstand and made my way to the door thinking it's kiara sense she was still here, but when I opened the door i was met with a fuming Killian.
Oh shit. I thought.
"Explain to me why when I got home this afternoon you weren't there." He was like a ticking time bomb at the moment and I had to choose my words correctly, but what do I tell him 'Oh i think you're a taken man and I'm just your whore.' Yeah real smart.
"Killian are you with someone? Married? Relationship wise?" Well that's not better at all.
He ran his hands down his face with a dark chuckle. "So that's what this is about? You saw my kid and you automatically think I'm in a relationship?" I shrugged already feeling dumb for assuming. "Well to answer your stupid ass question. No, no im not, but if you were to come to me and asked you would have known that."
"I'm sorry." I looked down at my feet not wanting to meet his eyes.
"Nah It's fine." I smiled a little as I looked up, however it instantly dropped as I saw him taking off his belt. "Go lay down on your belly on the bed hands above your head."
End of Flashback
Well you See now how that ended. Afterwards I let him know that it wasn't the fact that he had a kid it's just the lack of information about him that throws me off.
To be honest it didn't bother to me at all but at that very moment I realized we knew nothing about each other and that put a upset feeling in my stomach. I don't expect more from him it's just like, I'm literally having sex with this man every weekend and sometimes weekdays and you mean tell me I don't know anything.
