And they wonder why you have trust issues, well this was where trust got you. You were really happy to have seen Makoto again, you were happy that you still had some family left in this world but things didn't turn out the way you wanted them to. It was a really lonely feeling for you.
You were walking to the graveyard where your mom was buried with a bouquet of flowers in your hand.
" I should probably let you rest in peace but i have no one else to talk to. Things didn't go well with Makoto but i'd rather not talk about that. Let's move on from the depressing stuff", you thought of the recent events that had happened, ultimately laughing at yourself: why was it you of all people that had to be fortune's fool?
"Guess what? Gojo and I cuddled last night", you placed your hands against your flushed cheeks.
"But we didn't do anything more than that i swear", you blurted, waving your hands erratically. You sighed and placed the flowers at her grave.
"Look at me talking to a gravestone like a madwoman", you laughed dryly at yourself. It was the only thing that comforted you, that's why you did it. You felt tears brim your tear ducts.
"Why did you die?".
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"Gojo what are you doing now? Should I even ask..", you closed the front door as you walked in.
Gojo was in the corner of the kitchen looking at his finger.
"I was cutting onions and I cut my finger", he whined while showing you his finger.
"So? Just spit on it or something", you replied.
"But it's soo sore", he complained.
"Let me change first, i'll cut them for you", you said.
"But my fin-"
"Build a bridge and get over it, you act like a kid", you shouted from you room hearing a groan from Gojo afterwards.
After you changed, you went back to the kitchen and met Gojo still sitting in the corner.
"Why were you even cutting onions in the first place?!"
"Well I usually order food or go out for some but i just wanted to try making something for once", he explained while twirling his finger in a circular motion against the floor.
"So you've only been eating fast food? That's definitely not good", you chuckled as you cut the onions.
"I don't only order fast fo—", Gojo looked up from the ground to see you cutting the onions but also noticed that you weren't wearing a bra because he could see the outline of your nipples through your top.
Gojo got up and approached you "are you teasing me?", he asked.
"What?", you said half listening to what he said because you were still cutting the onions.
"I said..", you turned around at the sound of his voice coming closer and he swiftly placed his hands at either side of the counter which prevented you from moving, "are you teasing me?", he eyed your chest so you knew what he was talking about.
You looked down and you face immediately turned red, "oh, i uhh forgot this was your place so it just slipped my mind, sorry", you waved your hands chaotically. It really did forget.
"You really know how to turn me on, don't you princess", he let out a small dry laugh.
Your face grew even more hotter and he moved closer and closer to your face.
"I- i'll go wear one now", you ducked under his arms and quickly ran to your room and shut the door. You could finally breathe easily as you leaned against the closed door.
"You don't have to!", he exclaimed.
'I don't think I'm ever gonna come out of this room ever again'
You collapsed onto your bed, internally screamed into your pillow.
'that was that so fucking embarrassing I just wanna die!'
You soon heard your phone buzz and reached your hand out to get it.
It was from Gojo.
Gojo
Gojo: you still have to help me cut the onions ;-(You: ...
'Is he serious? How the fuck is he so calm yet im still here trying to get my heart to stop beating so fucking fast'
You let out a sigh and put on your bra, your flushed cheeks finally returned to their natural s/c color and you took a deep breath in.
You opened your door slightly and peeped through the crack to see that Gojo was watching tv.
You went to the kitchen to cut the last onion. While cutting you were deep in thought,
'Overtime, I've come to realize that i do in fact have feelings for Gojo. Thinking of him keeps me awake, dreaming of his keeps me asleep, being with him keeps me alive, yet i have no idea how to actually say it. Sure i can come up with a whole essay in my head but the words just won't come out of my mouth and it's fucking killing me'
You soon heard someone come into the kitchen which snapped you out of your thoughts.
"Are you done?", Gojo asked.
You nodded and placed the knife in the sink.
"So what do i do now?", he inquired.
"So you mean to tell me that you wanted to cut onions without actually knowing what you were gonna cook?!", you exclaimed.
"Pretty much", he rubbed the back of his head while laughing causing you to slap your forehead.
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Date: 23/2/21
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Fiksi Penggemar[COMPLETED] Complete and utter cringe. Wrote this is my weird era 💀 Youve been warned ✎ Y/N L/N is a young woman who works for the mafia, along with her partner, Gojo Satoru. They're known to be the most ruthless duo around. She's used to her whit...