Hadiya looked at her sisters grave before sitting in the cut grass. She rubbed her hand up and down the tombstone with her head down. This was her first time visiting her sister since the funeral. She was still accepting and grieving, which got harder each day. There wasn't a second, a minute or an hour that went by when she wouldn't think about her sister.
She sat with her legs crossed and hands in her lap as she fiddled with them, not knowing what to say or what to do. This was new to her she had family members that passed but no one that she was this close with. Looking to the side she smiled seeing Tysheem leaned against his car door, watching her. She was happy that he agreed to come be with her it made her feel good on the inside.
"I don't even know where to start Serenity" she blew a deep breath. "I'm so sorry it took me so long to come see you I just didn't know if I could handle it but I need this, I need to talk to you ever since you passed everything has changed. Mon and dad argue more than usual and it's very frustrating to be around. I ended things with Terrell but we're cool now he's the one that took my virginity."
"I'm glad I did though there's this boy and he's amazing" Hadiya blushed as she picked at the grass she imagined her sister being in front of her. "He makes me feel good Serenity, really good" she chuckled, wiping a tear that fell from her eye.
"Why did you leave me in this crazy world by myself huh, why" more tears trickled down her face. She covered her eyes, ignoring the pain that was felt on her back from the sun beaming on her. The clouds cleared from the sky and she sniffed when she felt a wetness drop on her shoulder. Looking back she looked up and seen how the sky looked. She wondered where that drop of water came from since it wasn't raining.
"Serenity?" She felt a shiver run down her back. "Oh my gosh" Hadiya covered her mouth feeling overwhelmed with emotions. She knew her sister was there with her, she just knew it.
"I miss you" the same shiver ran down her back again causing her to nod her head with a smile on her face. "I love you Serenity I'll come visit more often" she sat for a few minutes as the clouds covered the sun again. After saying her goodbyes she walked over to Tysheem and gave him a hug. His hand ended up in her hair he massaged it as she held onto his back. Kissing her on the forehead Tysheem picked her head up and kissed her on the lips.
"Thank you" she said, looking up in his eyes. He stroked her face before cupping it. "For being here for me"
"ou konnen mwen te resevwa ou" she sighed, pushing her body into his more. For some odd reason she always got turned on whenever he would speak Creole to her even though she didn't understand anything he said.
"Kisa ki mal" he asked, smirking.
"You know what you do to me when you talk that" he grabbed her waist and put her against the car, moving his mouth towards her ear.
"What I do" he whispered as if someone was around to hear what they were talking about. She looked at him, her eyes slightly low. "Answer me" her heart began to race.
"Wassup Diya" he brought his face to hers as her eyes closed tightly. He squeezed her waist and kissed her on her cheek bone. Her toes balled up in her shoes and her body suddenly shook against his. "That's what I do" he asked, dropping his hand to her butt, squeezing it. She jumped against him and pushed him back , watching the smile that formed on his face. Hadiya was embarrassed and felt bad for acting like that in a cemetery.
"C-Can we go?" She cleared her throat and blinked a few times before walking to the passenger side of the car. He chuckled and rubbed his chin before looking around and getting in the car.
