Hadiya sat on her bed texting Tysheem back and forth they'd been getting to know each other for the past week and she could finally say she had another friend, which was really all it was for the both of them. Tysheem has no problem being in a relationship with her but Hadiya didn't want that at the moment and he respected it.
Laughing out loud she covered her mouth out of habit even though no one could see her teeth. Her teeth weren't all messed up either some were just crooked but people in high school always seemed to do the most over other people's bodies.
The door being knocked out made Hadiya look up in suspicion she was in the living room finishing her English work. Her parents were both at work and she wasn't expecting anyone she was a bit confused. Looking through the peephole Hadiya seen her sister standing with her back faced to the door.
"Serenity, what are you doing here" Hadiya asked surprised she only came around every blue moon so she was shocked.
"I just wanted to come spend time with you guys since I rarely come around I feel really bad about that" realizing Serenity was still standing out the door she opened the door wider and let her in.
"Oh, mom and dad aren't here" Hadiya said nonchalantly. Her and her sister hadn't had the best relationship since she moved on with her life and forget about their bond. Serenity sat on the couch and looked at her sisters appearance she was amazed at how perfect her body was. Hadiya's breast were still trying to grow but her thighs and butt carried weight while her stomach held a small pudge. She looked at Hadiya's glowing skin and could almost cry at how much time she missed with her little sister.
"That's fine I'll just spend time with you" Hadiya wanted to smile but she felt like serenity was full of bull crap. A year and five months exactly she hadn't heard from her not even a text letting her know she was okay or even an 'I love you'. "What's been going on in school? How was your birthday? Any boyfriends" Serenity asked genuinely wanting to be caught up on everything that she missed out on.
"Well, school is pretty interesting considering the fact that there are different types of people in this world, my birthday was quite entertaining my best friend threw me a big party with a whole bunch of people I didn't know" Hadiya chuckled at the memory. "And boyfriend wise I just got out of something... I'm not sure what it was but I gave him my virginity so my life has been really, weird you could say" shrugging her shoulders she put all her work up into her book bag before looking at Serenity.
"Anything else you want to know before you disappear for another decade?" Hadiya asked slickly she was tired of being put on the back burner by people that claimed loved her it was annoying and mentally frustrating.
"You gave him your virginity?" Serenity asked. Chuckling Hadiya rolled her eyes and got off the couch that seemed to be the only thing she heard come out of her mouth. "Hadiya, you don't hear me talking to you"
"Don't do that, don't come in here after a year trying to finally be the 'older sister' you haven't been here for me. You haven't earned the privilege to call me your sister I don't think you understand the things I have to go through at school I get bullied for my appearance everyday!" Her voice cracked tears threatening to leave her eyes. "And I come home for some type of love and support but mom and dad are always at work leaving me here, ALONE!"
"Where you should be in my heart there's a void sitting right there and nothing is helping sleeping with a boy isn't helping, suicidal attempts aren't working I needed you... so don't do that, don't act like you care please I've been hurt enough trust me I can live without it" she raced up the stairs, slamming the door behind her. She clenched her fist open and closed every now and then trying to suppress her feelings. Hadiya has great parents their just never home their always too busy trying to save up so Hadiya can have the best life once their gone but they don't realize what that's doing to her. She feels like maybe if her sister came around more or just called her every now and then she would feel better about a lot of things.
Serenity knocked on her door and awaited for her to open it.
"Leave me alone, just leave that's what your good at anyways" serenity knocked again and waited for a good five minutes before giving up.
"I love you Hadiya never forget that" if Hadiya would've known that was the last time she would be hearing from her sister she would've went about everything differently.
