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the universe is an asshole.
sort of, at least.
alot has happened since i last wrote in this thing.
albus saved my life, and we became friends again, so thats pretty big, but i still havent managed to get over this stupid crush.

do you know how hard it is to like someoje you should like but dont?
its alot harder than i thought.  i mean, everyone knows i qm going to end up with Rose,  hell, even rose knows  !

but my heart just feels differently about jt. my heart sees rose as nothing more than a friend, no matter how much my mind tells it that thats who i need to be with.

why is yhis whole love thing so.... difficult? qnd so tiring....and confusing.....

i hate it.....i hate it so so so much.....

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